Secrets

Seen but always there Looked doors never close
Shoulders look not
With all questions asked
What reputation
the talk of the town
Hush hush, you’ll been seen
Covering all track
Duck the idea
Not blind but can’t see
By now time has passed
The hardship no joy
Not seen some hush hush
Open doors not locked
Look over shoulders
Cover those tracks
Open doors not locked
Just the door is closed

Poem # 42
Idea June 5, 23
July 4 Year ?

Untitled: Your Garden Where You Rest

Through the years
Little clues
Searching here
Searching there
Led me near                                         No things news
Where you lay
Not knowing
Your garden
With marker
Not showing
Are you here?
Over there?
Walking faith
Looking down
Grave by grave
Aging by
It must be
Here, this spot
Your garden
Where you rest

Poem #41
Idea June 4, 7, 1991

Untitled:When Doing Your Best

When doing your best
Don’t except too much
Getting blown away
Excepting do more
Hurting your pride
Just hold it all in
Excepting some more
When doing your best
Do them a favor
Don’t hurt feelings
Excepting too much
For no cost no price Over your limits
When doing your best
Excepting mo more
Pushing your up most
Going that extra mile
When doing your best

Poem # 40
Idea May 20 / 21

Rewritten

When you don your best
They expect too much
Over your limit
They expect do more
Do them a favor
Don’t hurt their feelings
They expect some more
Just hold it all in
Expect too much
For the cost no price
Pushing your up most
When you do your best
Going that extra mile
Getting blown away
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When you do your best

Untitled: Must We Know Everything?

Must we know
Everything
All that’s here Piece to piece
Not knowing
Little things
Closed doors
Dark secrets
Can there be
Lasting peace?
To what’s known
Inch to feet
There will be
Lasting peace
Just knowing
Little things                                   Simple things
Open doors
Lights secrets
Must we know
Every thing?

Poem # 39
Idea May 19, 27 1991
June 23, Oct 7

A Growing Tree

A growing tree
From who to me?
Gathering thoughts
That time has brought
Each descendants
Precious moments
Don’t say never
It’s forever
Those clue that die
As years pass by
How? What? When? Why?
But how can I
Search up and down
Asking around
Connections lost
Memories tossed
A missing link
People may think
Strecthing spand
Across the land

Poem # 38
Idea May 8 /19/ 20
Family History

Rewritten
Across the land
Streching band
People may think
Their missing link
Memories tossed
connections lost
Searching up and down
Asking around
How? What? Why? when?
Are we not kin?
As years pass by
Those clue soon die
Lost forever
Don’t say never
A descendants
Precious moments
That time has brought

Remembering

Shriveling up Like cooked bacon
Wrinkling thing
Softly woven
What fridgle skin
Dark eyes glassy
So unknowing
The days by nights
Utter no words
Weakening by most
Motionlessly
No time remote
Stir in mid-air
Silently Unknown
Glancing at hope
Suddenly tick
Flowingly knows
How strangely put
A miracle has cooked
It comes and goes
Remembering

Poem # 37
Idea May 5 1991
May 8/12 Miracles

Not Far

Not far away, they say
This place boyas days this place journeys goes by days
Reading minds, always just
Controlled thoughts, simply must
Hovering objects there
Quietly, don not scare Quietly, don’t be scared
Tune body, another place
Be there and at home base
Walk through hick solid walls
Ending up in a mall
Flowingly, ideas yearns
A point of all returns
Mind control is it not so?
How little do we know?
Phenonomona do prey
Say what you want to say

Poem #36

Idea April 28 March 15
Mind reading
April 25, 1992

Bottle This Note

Drifting by sea
This note to thee
A special kit
Hope you get it Hope you don’t forget it
Wondering if
Laughter can lift
Those days ahead
Listen, what’s said
Open the door
A notes’ ashore
Drifting by days
So many ways
The shine the face A shine, on face
Brightens the pace
Reading it back
It’s all you pack It’s all an act
Pondering how
Thanking you, now
By land, air , boat
Bottle this note

Poem # 35
Idea April 23, 1991 May 4
Desert So long Essay Bea

On The Go

Don’t you know
On the go
Over bare
Under where?
By the yard
Use this card
Slow the pace
Do not race
Take a shift
Pace yourself
Relax bones
List the tones Listen tones
Easy your mind
It’s just fine
No More checks
Let’s respect
Over near
Below here
On the go
Don’t you know?

Poem # 34
Idea 12 Sept 1991

Untitled? Invisible World

Beneath many stars
Lays such old treasures
World captures a jar
Only time measures
Invisible world
How do we ignore
At granted we harold
Those little things
But time doesn’t age
Priorities must
Invisible cage
We know you’re with us.
Whispers around
Searching for new ways
Please don’t put us down
In order dismay
Breath upon my face
A sing of belief
By many paces
Visible relief

Poem # 33
Idea April 15 / 23 May 4 June 28, 1992

Water Fall Racing River: The Great Flood

Waving quivers
Rapidly goes
Forcefully knows
Across small land
Beside a stand
Crickle
Dips and dashes
Over big rocks
With water-mocks
White foamy net
Falling so wet
Running rivers
Utters shivers
Naturally flows
Forcefully goes
Upon a spand
Across small land

Poem #32  Idea
April 15 May 8,9,11,12,19,21

Rewritten

Renamed
The Great Flood

Racing rivers
Waving shivers
Rapidly goes
Forcefully knows
Across small land
Beside a stand
Slashes crickles
Dips and dashes
Over small rocs
Leave water-mocks
Huge muddy net

Untitled: Under The Stars

Beneath the ground Buries the past
Between the sky
Lays the present
Above the stars
Holds the future
Upon the land
Presents the past
Besides the space
Pass the future
Under the stars
Presents our future.  


Rewritten ?

Beneath the ground
Buries the past
Between the sky
Lays the present
Above the stars
Holds the future
Presents the past
Upon the land
Pass the future
Besides spaces
Presents’ future
Under the stars

Humor Blues

How do you Get through bad times?
Keeping your cool?
Cast your clues
Giving rhymes
How do you rule?
Through times, get bad
How, you do,
With what’s had?
Here’s what you do
Don’t you know,
Bad times, get through
Cool your times now
Humor blues

Poem #30 Idea April 14, 1991

Stormy Clouds

Storm passes by
Bright fluffy sky
Clouds race across
But somewhat lost
Circling up
Forming a cup
All clouds changes
Seconds by ranges
Stormy clouds go
Fluffy sky blows
Looks all around
Movement no sounds
Across the land
Creating spands
Cloudy bright day
Soon blow away

Poem # 29
Idea April 6 / 15/16 May 2/4

Title May 21

Rewritten
Stormy passes by
Bright fluffy sky
Clouds race across
Just watch, no cost
All clouds changes

Circling up
Forming a pup
Stormy clouds go
Fluffy sky blows
Look all around
Movement no sound
Across the lad
Creating spands
At night by day,
Clouds drifts away

Shy Smile

Hey little child
Can you smile?
What’s a matter
Can you speak?
Don’t drop your head
Teary eyed
What’s wrong?
Are you just shy?
I’ve been there
Feeling so lost
Wipe those tears
Let’s see your smile
Your petty face
Hey little child
Now I just knew
You could smile

Poem # 28
Idea Old Poem April 6

Rewritten Hey little girl
Can you speak?
I make you smile
Can you speak?
Dropping your head
Tears in your eyes
Why do you cry?
Nothing to fear
We aren’t prefect
We make mistakes
So wipe those tears
See the joy n me
My face fresh smile
Hey little child
Now I just knew
You could smile

Distant By Unity

A rainbow of old things
Distance by many rings
Brightly golden sunlight
Up high on ever site
Casting sure red rays
Non shadows gloomy haze
Bring pure ivory rain
To moisten the pain
Briskey, ebony cools
All life’s colors can rule
Why must all colors be
Distant by unity?

Poem # 27
Idea April 6 /14

Rewritten
November 7, 1991

Note : Picture This
A rainbow of old things

Distant by many rings
Brightly golden sunlight
Just blooms daily sites
Casing cherry rays
No shadows, gloomy haze
Brings pure ivory rain
To moisten the chain
Breeze ebony cools
Rainbows, colors can rule
But must our colors be
Distant by unity?

Written October 23, 1991
Poem # 27

Just Hold On

Just hold on when your down Something should come around
When all things don’t go right
Just think and shed some light
Just hold on when your sad
Think of good don’t be mad
When you think all is wrong
Sing your favor old song
Hold on to pure humor
It’s not just rumor
Just hold on when your down
Something will come around

Poem # 26 Idea
March 28/29 April 4

Fear Not Death

Fear Not Death
Death is the next life
Passing through this phrase
Death is the next life
A number is called
Leaving all behind
Death must soon go home
It’s eternal life
A new beginning
For those left behind
Fear not death…it’s life

Poem 25 ½
Idea May 27 Memorial Day 1991

Fear Not Death

Death is the next life
A number is called
Death must soon go home
Leaving all behind
Passing through this phase
A new beginning
A pause , next journal
For those left behind
Fear not death…it’s life.

Poem 25 ½

Every Thing Seems: Feelings

Everything seems so strange
When I get this swift chill
Why do I feel this way?
Only if you could hear
Violence in the streets up head
My bones shiver like cold
A sudden explosion
Crying, smooth sensations
Just hear my hear bounding
But, only if you could
Every thing seems by far
Just thoughts I can’t express
Not now, even later
Have you had this feeling?
It lingers in your mind
Thoughts I can not explain

Poem # 24
Idea March 28/31 April 24

RewrittenChanged Title

Feeling
Everything seems so strange
When I get this swift chill
Why do I feel this way?
Violence in street up head
My bones shiver like cold
Strong roar makes goose bumps
Felling that last until….
A sudden explosion
Cry out smooth sensations
Just hear my heart bounding
But only if you could
Everything seems by far
Just my thoughts, I can’t express
Not now, even later
But only however
If it lingers in yours,
Thoughts can only explain

WrittenNovember 13, 1991
Poem # 25 is rewritten on Poem # 5

Untitled: Born The Last

Born the last
How time past
Fourth daughter
On charter
By no means
Child nineteen
Seen not heard
Say no words
Born the last
New times cast
How it feels
Seeing thrills
What a laugh
Ups and downs
Last born holds
Breaks the mold         
The end fuse
The caboost

Poem # 23 Ideas March 20
Written April 15/16/26