Poem: Come To Him Each Day

I forgot to post a poem for this day.

I have to come back with one.

April 21, 2010

Why do we keep going
When things seem to be lost?

Going through the motions
Remember the cross?

Jesus our Savior
Paid it all in full

Come to Him each day
Give Him no more dull.

Poem # 594
Idea while typing 2:30 PM
On my big computer

How did I come up with this poem?
Just filling in this space...

God Has The Plan

There comes a time
Things we let go

Move on with life
So things can flow

Forget the past
See what's ahead

Life worth living
Not to see dread

Come up higher
Climb out of pit

God has the plan
Step out a bit

Changes Come About

Change how doing things
When the brook gone dry

Quit wearing self out
When things have yet died

Just choose something new
Enter in the rest

Changes come about
There will be test

Poem # 538
Idea 23 March 24 2010
4:20 PM Foot of bed

God Forgives Wishes Not Done

Ever wished not to do
But still did it anyway?

Than wishing could ease it
Thinking it wouldn't stay

But only if we could
Hold on to what is right

Deep down in spirit, man
Where we can see His light

Reveal the wrong to God
Forgiveness from the heart

God forgives wishes that's done
As if wasn't from start

Poem # 537
Idea 23 March 2010
6:44 AM

So Things Will Have Balance

Cleaning about the day
Making room for some things

Tossing stuff don't need so
Accumulating brings

Clutter in the making
Add take something away

So things will have balance
Learn to do this each day

Poem # 536
Idea 22 March 23, 2010
9:50 OM
Laying down in bed

Springtime Is Kickin

Beauty in the air
Look around see there

Sky blue, clouds array
Grass green here to stay

Springtime is kicking
As time is ticking

Sun shining bright
Snow melting from light

Birds singing aloud
Wind blowing so mild

Springtime is kickin
The time is still tickin

Poem # 535
Idea 21 March 2010
4:50 PM
Foot of bed

Springtime: Let's Flow

First day of Spring
With snow on ground

White land displayed
No green be found

Shy view so white
Still the sun shines

Birds in the streets
Searching to find

Something to eat
Snow melting slow

As day goes by
Springtime: Let's flow

Poem # 534
Idea 20 March 21, 2010
5:25 PM In Room

In His Image, Receive

Unity is what we need
Be together to see

What God wants us to be
Come united take heed

Blessed of God believe
To reflect His likeness

In His image receive
Come, enter in His rest

Poem # 533
Idea 19 March 20 2010
9:52 PM Foyer at WOLC

Within Our Inner Being

Not to look for others
Only what God can do

Keep your trust in Jesus
To get you through and through

God guides our every way
Be lead by Spirit, man!

Within our inner being
It's God that makes us stand

Poem # 532
Idea 19 March 24 2010
5 PM Upper Room
4th Pew Right side

As I Began To Write

Looking over poems
Many things I can see

Page after another
A poem formed to be

Just how did I compose
Each word written from thoughts

Formed into a poem
As though those words were brought

Into my thinking mode
Perhaps there lies the key

As I began to write
Words flowing came to be

Poem # 531
19 March 2010
12:30 PM Kitchen

Do What Is Needed

What's holding us up
In what we should do?

Putting those things off
Until next time through

Put things in practice
So won't be held back

Do what is needed
Get back on right track

Poem # 530
Idea 19 March 2010
6:24 AM

He Is There For You

So rest, Be at peace
Come learn to un wine

Relax ease your mind
It won't take much time

He will shine through you
Seek after His way

He is there for you
So number your days

Poem # 529
Idea 19 March 2010
6:35 AM

Things Have To Change

Time goes by fast
Since what has last

Looking ahead
For what's been said

We're in the NOW
Not to know how

Things have to change
So, rearrange

Poem # 528
Idea 18 March 2010
In Bed 9:2 PM

Experience Life Now

Life has taken a turn
What once was I now yearn

To express more than then
Only if know back when

What I've discovered now
See more clearer but now

Life has meaning for all
Go through cycles to fall

But through it all we see
Life in Jesus can be

Experience life now
Lord, Jesus show us how

Poem # 527
Idea 17 March 2010
6:33 AM

Don't Know The Facts

No Common ground
Leads to nowhere

Interest not found
So, why be there?

Shun as it may
Not apart in

What's there to say
Not to offend

Without a word
In deed or act

Avoid what's heard
Don't know the facts

Pom # 526
Idea 16 March 2010
6:35 UPPER ROOM

Income Has To Be

Future uncertain
Needing to make plans

If able to work
seeking work if can

Set to make change
As life come about

Be able to change
Whether in or out

Life comes in seasons
We have to adjust

Income has to be
Working is a must

Poem #525
Idea 15 March 2010
6:43 UPPER ROOM

What Thought Not Do

Put mind to do
What thought not to

It may be hard
By inch or yard

Each step by step
It will be kept

Things not yet done
Come one by one

Look back at track
To take you back

What thought not do
Is now for you

Poem # 524
Idea 14 March 2010
1:30 PM Foot of my bed

No Common Ground

Couldn't see than
Why can't connect

No common ground
My thoughts detect

Nothing to speak
Nothing to add

To think of that
It's very sad

What to do next?
Go about way

No Common ground
Nothing to say

Poem # 523
Idea 13 March 2010
7:45 AM Foot of my bed

What We Thought Not So

It's not all what thought
As time passes by

Thinking one thing than
But wonder if why

Is it how we think
That brings about change?

What we thought not so
Mind set rearrange

Poem # 522
Idea 12 March 13, 2010
9:12 PM Foyer WOLC by 2nd main doorway

Read Between The Lines

Read between the lines
As going about

If we can't see things
It might bring some doubt

Ask God for wisdom
To bring His insight

Read between the lines
Live life in His Light

Poem # 521
Idea 12 March 16, 2010
5:35 PM Upper Room 4th Pew Right

High Waters Rising

High waters rising
As rain come to be

Flood stage at level
Where all made to see

Let the rain cease, God
For there is too much

Land drinks the water
Our feet sinks to touch

Ground seems to alter
Where floods comes to stand

High waters rising
Across the high land

Poem # 520
12 March 2010
5:25 PM Upper Room
4th Pew Right Front

Turn From Our Own Ways

Speak to the soul man
Tell him what to do

Flesh has no more right
Spirit comes guides through

Life's issues journey
To keep us in line

We can get off track
At times we don't mind

We know what should do
Agree to make known

Turn from our own ways
God's mercy be shown

Poem # 519
Idea 12 March 2010
12:40 PM Kitchen

Keep Searching On Journey

Life can bring new things
What excites me the more

This makes me wonder some
For those things I ignore

Searching family history
Can take on a new turn

From each person added
Lifts the spirit to yearn

Digging much deeper still
To see what can find out

Keep searching on journey
Some days there can be doubt

Poem # 518
Idea 12 March 2010
12:30 PM In Kitchen

Yearning To Let Loose

It feels like my soul
Ts beginning to expands

Looks into my heart
And you'll sort of understand

Inside me filled up
Things that I want to express

How can I maintain
Without being so obsess?

Contain within me
Thoughts begins to come about

Yearning to let loose
Believe first, Don't doubt

Poem # 517
Idea from a that from first for lines.
I added the rest: 11 March 2010
9:46 AM started end later in the day.

Keep On If You Will

What wonder that comes
As searching about

Not knowing what comes
But it brings a shout

Digging deep still
To find what don't know

Keep on if you will
Can reap what you sow

Poem # 516
Idea 10 March '10
8:30 PM laying down in bed

Use What You Got At Hand

Rainy days come about
So go with the things that flow

Read a book, take a nap
Just past the time on through

Being patient outside
As going about way

Use what you got at hand
Make the best of your stay

Poem # 515
Idea 9 March 10, 2010
3:12 PM by big computer

Life's Journey Continues

Be encourage, keep on
No matter what the cost

Believe you can do it
Even if there's a lost

Keep confident in God
To see you to the end

Life's journey continues
In all you must attend

Poem # 514
Idea 9 March 2010
2:35 PM by big computer

Letting Go Move On

New start at somethings
Set mind out to choose

Change way of thinking
Old ways have must lose

Turned aside the past
Make the most of NOW

Letting go move on
Maybe don't know how

Poem # 513
Idea 8 March 9, 2010
11 AM By big computer

Spend That Time Rejocing

Getting away from things
Know things causes a fuss

Don't let that steal your joy
Draw the line that's a must

Turn away that mind set
Choose to not go that way

Spend that time rejoicing
Have peace in where you stay

Poem # 512
Idea 7 March 9, 2010
3:15 PM Up in bed

Living Life In The NOW

Come along way since than
Changes come about when

Life challenges turns us
Having to readjust

To mishpas trials that's there
Shows that we do care

Living life in the NOW
Don't throw in the towel

Poem # 511
Idea 5 March 2010
7:30 PM In bed

Things Been Changin

It's time to change
Get on right train

Standing on platform
Need not explain

Come to the end
Got to get off

Don't get angry
Not loud but soft

Love forgiveness
So get on board

Things been changin
Got new platform

Poem # 510
Idea 5 March 2010
8P45 PM Foyer of WOLC 2nd main doorway

Don't Listen To Lies

Feeling low inside
Brings sadness to soul

Crushing down the mind
Weariness that flows

Wanting to but lay
waste away in sleep

Thinking it will leave
While the soul still keeps

Feeling depression
Consuming lost thoughts

How to cast away
Sorrow, pain that's brought?

Seek the LORD for HELP
Standing on His word

Don't listen to lies
Speak His word, Be heard

Poem # 509
Idea 5 March 2010
5:30 PM Upper Room 4th pew right / front.

Sharing Some Burdens

Why share with others?
About things in life

Emotioins mishaps
Those things that bring stife

Why keep it inside?
Bundle up so tight

Speak to someone
Bring into the light

Burden be lifted
Relief comes to be

Sharing some burdens
Maybe,.. set you free.

What's Ahead, Let's See

So good to be lead
By His Spirit feed

With wisdom to do
In what going through

Rejoice in His word
In what has been heard

For time is so short
No thought to abort

Things long started since
Through it all enhance

What's ahead let's see
For now let's decrees

Poem # 507
Idea 5 March 2010
2:55PM in Kitchen

The Cycles In Life

How to balance life
So much time there to do

Rest work pleasure
In all the day through

Eat sleep exercise
Tithe,give, save and spend

The cycle of life
It all may depend

On how to live life
Wisdom it's must be

The cycle in life
Lived out that's the key

Poem #506
Idea 4 March 2010
7 PM Laying down in bed

Truth Must Come Out

Things don't make sense
How can that be?

Stories don't match
Now can you see?

Something happened
No one talkin

Truth must come out
Who did stalking?

Poem # 505
Idea 3 March 4 2010
9:16 PM In bed

Don't Get Tripped Up

Still at a lost
How could this be?

Mind wondering
What didn't see

Do we listen?
Apply what said?

Life's a story
Displayed than read

Be examples
In all to do

Don't get tripped up
While going through

Poem # 504
Idea 2 March 2010
7:15 PM In bed

Practice What Do

Cleaning sorting
Throw things away

Wash it hang it
Don't have to spray

Save that, store that
Put in safe place

Set back look now
God to have space

Stay in habit
Sort every day

Practice what do
In all what say

Poem # 503
Idea 1 March 2010
7:20 PM Laying down

Signs Of Spring

What joy that comes
That fills the heart

Ride going home
Talking starts

What may behold
What said now be

As spoken so
For us to see

A robin there
Upon the land

Sign of Spring
Coming at hand

Poem # 502
Idea 28 Feb 2010
1:40 PM
In room at foot of bed

Await The Time

What's going on?
World's been shaken

Waters rising
Not mistaken

People running
To higher grounds

Await the time
The trumpet sounds

Poem # 501
Idea 27 Feb 2010
11:40 PM
In room foot of bed

Curse Of The Past

Not having enough
What a sad thought

Living without
As though was taught

Past down the line
Family through

Have to change things
Let it be you

Break the mind set
Let it stop now

Curse of the past
You have to bow

Poem # 500
Idea 26 Feb 27 2010
Upper Room 4th pew from front right

Waiting A Spell

The waiting game
What do I do?

Pass time away
Without a clue

Now, here I sit
Nothing to do

But if I think
I got one clue

Write this poem
As it come to

Waiting a spell
Thinking it through

Poem # 499
Idea 26 Feb 27 2010
4:45PM Inside front porch

Notice In Heaven

It hurts to see things
That don't come my way

One speaks to others
Not me to say, hey

Like not there at all
From group set astray

Maybe that is it
Not in circle ray

Outside the circle
Cast away by day

No matter what be
Still I'm here to stay

Notice in Heaven
Every time 2 pray

Poem # 498
Idea 26 Feb 27 2010
1:45 PM In Kitchen

Mourning Comes Dancing

There comes times in life
We hear shocking things

Where did that come from?
Such sad news to bring

Sick, death, loss, divorce
Sudden news that breaks

A loved one's heart shakes
Oh the soul that aches

May God heal the hurt
Breaking down the pain

Mourning comes dancing
Let's God mercy rain

Have Peace To Know Things

Place mind set to go
But things changes it

Not to feel the lost
Cause time didn't fit

Do what you can do
Be thankful for now

For what does happen
Need not to know how

Enjoy where you're at
Things change work out

Have peace to know things
Changes need not doubt

Poem # 496
Idea 25Feb 2010
6:44 AM At the foot of my bed

Cross Over To The New

At another crossroad
Some decisions to make

What do I want to do?
To where not to forsake

What choices do I have
But move on down the road

Casting heavy burdens
Aside lessons the load

Not to look back or think
Focus on what's ahead

Cross over to the new
Insight that's has been said

Poem #495
Idea 24 Feb 26 2010
6:30 PM At the foot of my bed

Some Of My Thoughts

I haven't been at this blog much. I have other sites that I've been keeping up on. I don't know what to use this site for.

I thought about using it to post some of my poems. I'm all most at 500 poems in about a year and a half.

Added: 20 April 2010:
I see that the purpose of this site has changed. I have come along ways. I do journal a lot on my other sites.

As I looked back on some of my postings on this Susan's Journal a lot has changed in what I wrote about on this site.

Life goes on. People change. People move on and do other things. I think it would be wise to record my poems on this site.

I see at some some point when I post my poems, I should add where or how I got the idea to write the poems. It could explain some things about my poetry.

Keep Staying On The Journey,
Susan

January 2010

It's a NEW YEAR!

December 2009

Didn't blog here...

Blog Sites: Why Join?

On July 1st, I jotted down how many blog sites that I have. I wrote the dates that I jointed. I thought about why I jointed that site. Here's the list in the order that I jointed.

# Blog sites: Day Joined: Reason:

1. Xanga 13 November 2006 Friends there
2. Myspace October 2007 Family members there.
3. Blogspot 25 March 2008 Wanted another site to journal
4. ? 8 April 2008 Don't know why joined
5. Facebook 24 August 2008 Friends
6. My Life 28 June 2009 Asked or invited to join by a friend
7. Blogspot 30 June 2009 For Family History Recording.

Out of all these sites I am mostly on Xanga. Facebook would be second. The least would be the ? site that I signed up to.

Why do I think that I need to sign up to blog sites? Is it because my friends are there? Or is it because I like to be there and journal?

I can say that out all the sites, I'm here in Xanga the most. I like to journal. Here in Xanga there is no pressure. I can be myself.

I will admit facebook did give me some heartaches and depression. I have come along ways from what I have experienced. I see some things in a new light.

I know that I can easily just leave facebook. But that's not the point. I see a purpose in being there. There things that I do there.

I have found some friends while joining blog sites. Most of the friends leave and move on. Why join blog sites? I don't know the real reason. It might be out of curiosity to find out more about people.

May the LORD guide us in what to do with our blog sites. May what we learn and experience lead us into what God has for us. May we find our purpose in why we join blog sites.

While On The Journey
Blog Sites: Why Join?

I don't need to join any other blog sites.
I'm itching to have my poems somewhere.
I have well too many blog sites..

Blessings,
Susan

Still Blogging

I'm still blogging.
I started another site here.
Along with my other sites I'm still blogging.
Not much to say on this site.

Still On The Journey Blogging
Peace To you,
Susan

Entered Into 16th Year

Yeah, this week marks my 16th year of attending church gatherings. Things have changed....Time goes on. It's good to have changes over the years.

What's next ahead? I don't know. I need to set some boundaries. I need to approach things in a new way.

I don't know what it is. Things seems to be off track. Or perhaps I'm right on key. I have to get use to the things that has come about.

May the journey be more exciting as I journey on the way. May there be surprises as I see what's there to see. I thank God that He's on this journey with me.

On The Journey...

Happy September!

It's the start of a new month. The fall season will be upon us. May you enjoy the season that we are in. May the LORD Blessing you as you journey on your way.

On The Journey,
Happy September!

Peace to you,
Susan

Season Ending

Every August begins the ending of something old. The Summer seasons comes to a close next month. Things begin to change.

The leaves change colors, The temperture becomes cooler. Time changes. The season ends. Things must continue on.

I have crossed over into move on where I am now. I didn't know that I would be where I am now. Things are different.

I see things differently. There are things that I use to do. I have no interest in doing any more. I turned away from the "Crowd" so to speak.

I sensed a change in life. I thought about some things. I made some changes. I can continue to do things that are working out.

It's different doing things. I have been getting use to things. I have have to keep moving moving on down this road of life.

On My Journey: Season Ending

August Time

It's been a while. I have been on my other websites. I need to balance the times when I'm on my computer.

I can spemd a lot of time searching for family history. I have a website that I started on the family history. I need to work on how I am going to do that.

I am compiling what I have been discovering along my searching journey on my family tree. It has been over 30 years of searching.

I have been trying to piece together some things. There are new records avaible to search. So new information is added to records.

On My Journey....

Happy July!

July is a month of freedom and celebration. I don't know what's ahead in July. I started another blog on my family history.

I am journaling more. I think that I can do what I can as the time comes along. I hope that I will not over do things.

I don't need to have so many blogs to keep up with the Jones. I am leaving some things on my sites.

I'm On My Journey Of Transformation

Some Reflections: Along The Path Of Healing

It has been a journey Along The Path Of Healing. This journey continues... June was just the beginning. Healing is a process in life.

I prayed for my family, friends, others I didn't know. I prayed for relationships, the world, people on the earth and myself.

It has been a refreshing journey. I've learned some things about myself. Indeed I have learned more about the people around me and people in general. It's more than I thought.

I thought about doing this journey back in April. I choice June to do it. I am so glad that I did. I am along the path of healing. I am being restored from things of my past.

By the middle of the months things began to change. There were some things in my life that took on a new twist. I mean, things are different.

It's good to be relieved from some things. The restoration time takes time to get to. The adjusting time takes time to be in.

I came up with some blog ideas while on this journey. I came across new insights about some things. On Father's Day, the first day on Summer, I begin something new.

There were some things that came about that I didn't expect. It was good in a way. You know I have been apart of the "church world" for about 16 years. There are more things that I am aware of as I go about life.

I thank God that He is with me. It doesn't matter if I am appreciated or not, rejected, ignored or whatever in life that comes. That's apart of life. Those things will come.

It's my attitude in what I do when things come at me that matters. God is with me along the path of healing. It's His touch and guidance that brings healing.

After this exercise for 30 days, I am learning to enjoy my life more. I have learned to lighten up more. I should take time for MYSELF. I should pray for OTHERS and RELATIONSHIPS.

We live in this earth. This planet is our home. We should take care of what we have. Thank God, that He is restoring what was lost in the fall.

Father God,
I thank You for bring me into a new place. I thank You are directing my steps. May I continue on the path that You have for me.

See me through all that there is to come. I thank You for the wonderful gatherings we had as a family on Saturdays. Let Saturdays be family days.

I pray that we continue to have some sort of gathering as a family throughout the Summertime. It is such a blessings to join together as a family.

May we be built up and encouraged. May others come when they can. May our family be blessed in Jesus' name Amen.

On My Journey Of Transformation
Some Reflections: Along The Path Of Healing
Praying and Journaling

The Chronicles of Susan

Father's Day '09

We are to honor our fathers on Father's Day. But Father's Day is not just for fathers. We make up the whole when we ALL are part of that DAY. If Father's Day was only for fathers than some will be let out.

What about those who don't have a father? Those who's father has passed on or fathers who weren't apart of their children's lives? What about those who are not fathers? How do they all fit into Father's Day?

While I was greeting this morning, I wish many Happy Father's Day! I gave some fathers hugs. I said Happy Father's Day to some ladies that I regular greet.

Yes, I did. Some of the ladies said THANK YOU! Some were very appreciative. Then there were some who did get what I was saying.

It was so nice to see father's walking in church. I saw father's carrying their children. Some walking holding their child's hand. The love of a father with their children.

I did have a HAPPY FATHER's Day. It was because of what I know. Note: This is my 19th Father's Day without my birth father. So how can I celebrate Father's Day without a father?

Yes, how can I (and others) celebrate without a father? Indeed I am not a father. Nor do I have a father in law .... So why am I so HAPPY about Father's Day?

I received that revelation about God, the Father. I have an Heavenly Father. Yes, He is a Father for those who have called upon Jesus as LORD and Savior.

I have an HEAVENLY Father to honor on Father's Day. It's a big deal when a person doesn't have a father. God wants to be a Father with a family.

I did have a wonderful Father's Day! I had a nice 7th Anniversary Day as well as being a greeter at Word of Life Church. Before I got out of bed this morning , I said Happy Father's Day , Heavenly Father!

Every year I try to give God something on Father's Day. But I have realized that the best gift that I can give Him is myself. It 's not silly to want to give God something for Father's Day. Within reason we can give God some things.

Heavenly Father,
I thank You that You want to be a Father with a family. I thank You that You have adopted me and others to be apart of Your family.

Help us who don't have a father on earth to acknowledge You as our Father. Teach all of us the value of Father's Day. Live can be tough without a father growing up or with an abusive father in the home.

Guide those who are fatherless. Those who are orphans. Let them know that they can be loved by You through others who are around them.

I appreciative You for being our Father. Thank You for being an example to all fathers. Happy Father's Day God. in Jesus' name Amen!

On My Journey Of Transformation
Father's Day '09

It's was so WONDERFUL!
The Chronicles of Susan

Happy Father's Day!

Fatherhood is important.
May those who are fathers be fathers.

Happy Father's Day Father God.
Thank You for being my Father.

Summer Begins

Happy Father's Day!
Happy First Day of Summer!

We are in a heat wave.
In the 90's all week.

Staying cool.

On My Journey Of Transformation

June Is Here!

Happy June!
Have A Wonderful Month OF JUNE!
May the LORD bring blessings your way in ways you have never seen before.
Summer time is coming.

Here's My Other Blog Site

I have been doing a lot of journaling on my other site: http://journaling-susan.xanga.com/

Moving Day Anniversary

It has been 2 years since our move. Things are coming along. We have a garden now. We can set on our porch and look at our garden.

Things are different since we moved. I have been rearranging things over the years. I have been getting use to not have a lot of room.

I am down sizing. I have to do with less things. I am storing things in the basement.

On My Journey Of Transformation

The Week

After week is in the making. It's been a week of Spring cleaning. I got all my poems on my lap top. Now I have to put them on a cd.

I am learning to live in the today mode. I am focusing on the now. Time goes quicker that why.

On The Journey Of Transformation

Wind Has Been Changing

I'm off to another week. I am Spring cleaning some more. I plan to get ride of some of my clothes that I have not worn in a long while.

I don't know why I think that I can save some clothes that I think that I will use. It's been a while.

I am continuing to type my poems on my lap top. I plan to put them on a disc. I have having fun in doing new things.

I am focusing on the day at hand. I am getting a lot do this way. I know that I can look at what is not here yet.

May the LORD guide us to live in the day that we are in. May we focus on what is at hand. Amen

On My Journey Of Transformation

Getting Use To Changes

I am having to get use to the changes that have come about. I must move on. I am taking on other things.

I have been typing my poems on my lap tap. I have the first notebook done. 121 + poems. There are over 150 poems that I wrote in the past 7 months

I have more time to do things that I have put off. It's good to have a new mind set on things. I am getting my mind off the things that I had a mind set on doing.

Now I see that I can do others things. It took me a while to catch on. I guess that I am slow.

It did hard when I realize what was going on. Well at least it's what I have been seeing. I must not chase after things or people who are not interested in what I have to say or do.

I can't be used of God when I am doing things out of died faith. Things are not working out. Things seem still and not going any where.

I shouldn't be frustrated when doing good deeds. There should be some joy in what I set out to do. I should have some type of joy.

When bitterness comes in, that is not of God. I have to hold my peace. I have to shake the dust from my feet and just move on.

I am moving on down the road some more. I have NEW HOPE. I am building on some things new. I thank God for wisdom to move on.

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Another Week Ahead

I am looking forward to this week. It's my two week of fasting one of my websites. I am doing OK.

I can get too involved in doing things. I can get burnt out. I should put too much interest in people or in doing things.

People can be iffy iffy at times. We can do one thing for someone and other thing for another. Or all in all do nothing for who we don't like.

I know the Bible says we are loved. But what about the point of not being liked? That times I get the impression that there are people who love me but don't like me.

I don't know why I have this impression. May be because there are some people who quiet speaking to me. Or turn away when they see my coming.

I can take the hint. It does hurt. But I am a big girl. I have can shake of the offend and move on.

God is with. I am loved by God. He will not leave me nor forsake me. I believe that God's likes me too.

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Mid May '09

It's the middle of May. Time is going quickly. That means Summer is coming soon. I hope to have a great summer.

We planted our first garden since we moved into our home. It will be two years on the 26th when we moved.

Time does go by quickly. I am still trying to put things in order. There is a lot less space here.

I thank God that we have a place to stay. i do call this place home. Home sweet home.

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The Journey Continues

I had a great awakening early this week. I have been adjust to some things. I am on a fast for one of my websites.

I am seeing blogging as an arena of information. We speak to what is interesting. We tend to stick with the ones who we can relate to.

May God use use mightily in whatever way He wishes. May we go through what we have to. May we learn from the experiences that we encounter in Jesus' name Amen.

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Computer Anniversary

It was a year ago when my computer was attacked with an virus. Evil people who send emails to harm others see sickness.

I have learned from my mistake by not opening emails from people who I don't know. I got my computer back in operation about 10 days after that attack in 2008.

I am learning to say away from emails. Nor am I sending email as I use to. Live is to lived and enjoyed.

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Happy Mother's Day!

To all the Mother's and Mother's to be,
Have A Very Happy Mother's Day!

A Special Weekend

I hope that all will have a very special weekend.
Make the most of what there is.

May God lead you on the right path.
May His goodness and mercy be chasing after you.
May you have favor everywhere you go.

Peace to you on your journey.
Blessings,

On The Journey Of Transformation
Doing Life In The Kingdom Of God

Wireless Printer

I finally got a wireless printer for my lap top.
My niece has been wondering when I will get one.

I like it a lot.
My other computer is so slow working.

I can even print pictures on the new printer.
I can see the photo on my small printer screen before printing.

I have moved up.
I am with the program now.

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Doing Life In The Kingdom of God

Peace Be Still

In times in trouble call in the LORD. Be humble. Listen to what the Spirit is saying.

Fear not what you don't understand. Call out and trust the LORD. For He is Salvation.

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Keep believing in God Almighty

Happy May !

It's the month of May.
May you be blessed as you enter into this month. Though things seemed to be troubling in what is going on around us, may you keep your eyes upon the LORD. For He is the Light that lights the world.

We are going through. May we have discernment on what to do. We may not know the way to go or what to do. Remember that God is there to help us on the way.

Keep your head up high. Keep praying and seeking God. For He is our help in troubled times.

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The God of peace and hope is with you

Fear Not

Do not fear. For the LORD is with you.
Whatever there is to be seen or heard,
Remember and believe that God will be with you.
Do not be afraid. For the LORD is with you.

The Week Ahead

May you journey on into the month of May with Great expectation. May the love of God draw you into places that you haven't been before. May the grace and mercy of God be upon you.

Have A Great Last Days of April. Enter into the Month of May with a good attitude. God Bless.

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Doing Life In The Kingdom Of God

Poems

I don't know where I got the words to the poems that I have written. It has been 6 months since I began on this journaling of poetry writing. I thank God for the words that flow for within me.

Time To Turn Another Page

It's time to turn another page. Things in life has its changes. We must go and adjust to those changes.

We can get use to doing some things. Then down the road things change. We have to go along with what's at hand.

May we see the good in what is coming. May God help us to change with things that are coming. May we have a good attitude in what there is to come.

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Doing Life In The Kingdom Of God

The Weekend

This week went fast.
It's the last 7:30PM service at WOLC.
It starts at 7PM starting next Friday, May 1st.

Researching Family History

I like to research my family history. My sister's daughter came over yesterday. She was wanting me to help here on her father's side.

I found out some more for her. It's interesting to track down names. It takes time but it's good to know where our ancestors came from.

I am still searching. It's good to exercise the mind with mystery things.

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Doing Life In The Kingdom of God

In Remembrance

It would have been my mother's 89th birthday today. Missed by not forgotten. Life still goes on.

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In Remembrance...

Spring Cleaning

I have been getting things in order. Well I'm trying to. I am tossing some things while putting up my clothes that I don't need for this season.

Change is in the Wind.
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The Week

I see some changes coming this week. There were some things that have slackened the pace on my behave. I am not as interested as I have been in the past.

I am encouraged by the messages that I have been hearing. They are helping me on my journey in life. It's good to have encouraging words.

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Moving On Into New Week

The week is about over. It's been a great week. I have peace of mind about some things that I have move away from.

I have gotten a lot of blogs future posted on my Xanga site. New ideas come to me as I am on the go. I like future postings. It same me time not getting back on my computer.

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Moving On Into New Week

Getting Mind Off The Past

I wrote this poem during the Lent season.
I was thinking about needing to move on from some things in my life. I've been there too long. So I was getting mind off the past.

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Poem # 64
31 March 2009 Get Mind Off The Past
By S.A.B.

It's time to move on
Stop looking at past

That was once now gone
See good that can last

Bring insight to now
Forgetting some things

The Spirit shows how
A new song to sing

Learn to do next deal
Seek the LORD just ask

Focus on God's will
Get mind off the past

Thinking About How I Began Writing Poems

I can't recall when I started writing poems. I checked my oldest poem in my collection. It dates in the year 1988. That was a year after my sister in law passed away and a year before my father's passing.

But I can recall when I started writing or what got me interested in writing poems. I am not a good speller. English was not my subject in school. I actually failed an English class in my college years.

I like to write poems it ministers to me. It brings out inspiration in me. I can use my imagination as write.

I thank God for this gift that I have. May more things come so I will be inspirited to write in to a poem. May I continue to use this gift to bless others as well.

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Doing Life In The Kingdom Of God

Changed Poem # 90

For All Enjoy Let Be
By S.A.B.

To look upon the sun
A mighty thing to be

Such a beautiful sight
Display for all to see

Every time its been seen
Beauty as it's display

Powerful In its way
Making way as it may

It's God's, His creation
Come witness it, let's see

Beautiful site it's free
For All Enjoy, Let's be

Second version
April 13, 2009

Into The Easter Season

I'm moving on into the Easter Season. I broke my fasting. I have control over the T.V. One of the things I gave up was watching what I wanted to watch for 46 days.

I learned some things through prayer and fasting. I need to do this more often. Not just during Lent season but throughout other occasions in the year.

I learned that God speaks to me in ways that I don't normally aware of when I am about my way of doing things. God gets my attention.

God is so good. He is an awesome God. Amen.

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Doing Life In The Kingdom of God

Easter Continues

I had a wonderful Easter Sunday. Happy Easter Monday! Pentecost is coming. The church's birthday 50 days after Easter Sunday.

I saw the sunrise on Easter Sunday. It was so beautiful to see. It was a cloudy morning but we were allowed to see the sunrise. Praise God!

This is my second poem of the Easter sunrise. It was an after though. I enjoy God's creation.

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Poem # 90
12 April 13, 2009

For All Enjoy Let Be
By S.A.B.

Such beautiful sight
Displayed for all to see

To look upon the sun
A mighty thing to be

Powerful in its way
Beauty as it display

Every time its been seen
Making way as it may

It's God's, His creation
For all, enjoy, let be

Beautiful site, it's free
Come witness it, let's see

Seen In Those Clouds

Awaken one morning
Watching window sky

Not knowing what be
As the time went by

There appeared one cross
Then two on each side

With figures, I see
What thoughts Came to me

I set up amazed
Believing what seen

Clouds turn fades away
Another sense gleams

As light opens sky
Rocky wall about

As sunrise came up
My thoughts said a shout

Exploded in me
He rose from the died

Seen in those clouds
As it had been said

By S.A.B

The Garden Tomb

Awaiting to enter
The place where He once laid

Such joy inside of me
As I stand wait near by

Oh the honor to see
This Holy pericous site

Savlation death to life
Brings hope for all to be

The Garden Tomb still here
As for Him, He's risen!

By S.A.B.

Happy Resurrection Day

HAPPY Easter Sunday!

Thank You, JESUS for every thing!

Enter into the new life that God has for you.
Jesus is Alive!

I witness the sunrise. It was AWESOME! The sky was mostly cloudy. But we were allowed to see the see rise. Thank You, Father God.

I wrote a poem about the sunrise. I had a hard time finding the ending to this poem. I was comparing the Son rise to the sun rising each day as the reminder that Jesus rose from the died. There is no comparison.

Each day has the sun that rises and sets. We can have the joy in seeing one of God's creation when it's there. Each day is a new day. The sun rest each night. We rest for the next day. There is joy that comes in the morning.

Poem #89
12 April 13, 2009
Glory Be To God
By S.A.B.

Awaiting the sunrise
On a cold dawn day

So special to see
Easter morn display

The horizon far off
As clouds within

Seems so amazing
As sunrise ascends

The beauty surrounds
Such happy array

Colors of the clouds
Formed faces from rays

Such love came within
Jesus Christ, The Son

Glory be to God
Jesus, number One

Holy Saturday

It was a sad day when Jesus died on that Friday afternoon. What was there to do when the person who would save us from the rule of the Roman government? Sadness fulled the land.

God in Christ died at Calvary Hill. All seemed to be lost forever. What was there to do now?

Remember, Sunday is coming.
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Poem # 82 During Lent
10 April 2009

On That Dark Day
By S.A.B.

What was it like
On that dark day?

Seemed all by lost
That was the way

A just man killed
That seemed so wrong

Jesus saw death
Was death the song?

But from that day
Life taken saves

He conquered sin
Satan the grave

All things made new
Victory how?

Jesus still lives
His Kingdom, Now!

Good Friday

Enter into this day.

Yes, it's the day remember that God died. Jesus really died on that cross at Calvary.
He entered into His kingdom. He was crowed King of The Jews.

Jesus did the Father's will. Jesus breathe His last at 3PM. He said...It Is Finished!

But that was not the end of the story....He was laid in the Tomb on that Friday evening. But that wasn't the end of this story...

Sunday is coming.

Passover

It's the season of unleavened bread. It's a Jewish feast. This was the day Jesus went to the Upper Room to have His last supper with His disciples.

I am thankful that I can go to our Upper Room. It a large room where many come and pray and worship God. There is a table there.

A table that is prepared for us. It's The Lord's Supper. I part take of communion when I go there.

Today's communion partaking is special. It's Passover. I can take the Passover meal with a friend.

Entering into the season of the cross. Taking up my cross and heading to Calvary's Hill.

The weekend that changed the world.

Sunday is coming.

Into New Year

It's a new year for me. I've been rejoicing in this new season that I'm in. I wasn't going to post things about my birthday. But I've changed my mind.

I see things in a new light now. Birthdays are important to me. I see that's a time to be joyful for what God has blessed me with.

I no longer fret over those who forget my birthday. It's a waste of my time. Also it steal my joy.

I've moved on past the things of the past. I see brighter and rewarding things ahead. I thank God for those who celebrate my birthday with me.

God is so good to place people in my life. I am so glad to be apart of the Kingdom of God. By the way, I had a GREAT Birthday!

Turn Another Page

It's time once again
While the years come when

From there, past it by
May time be on high

Look to what's ahead
As being now lead

With wisdom at hand
Years in time will stand

No matter the age
Turn another page

By S.A.B.

Year Comes To A Close

Another year is coming.
I thank God for this past year.

I pray that I will go as the Spirit leads me.
Things have been changing.

I need to see the good in what's ahead.
God is moving me.

I am thankful that I was born.
God gave me Life to live.

May I live as God wants me to.
To be all that He has called me to be.

Happy Birthday to me!

Meditating On THE Holy Week Scriptures

For those who are on the journey ...Here are the rest of the scriptures on 40 Meditation ON THE Holy Week.

Mini Easter Sunday on Sunday, March 29...
Those who are fasting, have a feast if you wish
So Celebrate!

Tried Before Pilate According to
Mark 15: 1-20, on Monday, March 30
Luke 23:1-25, on Tuesday, March 31
And John 18:28-19:16 on Wednesday, April 1.

The Crucifixion. According to
Matthew 27:32-56, on Thursday, April 2
Mark 15:21-41 on Friday, April 3
Luke 23:26-49 on Saturday, April 4

Mini Easter Sunday on Sunday, April 5.
Celebrate Palm Sunday!
The Passion Week or The Holy Week begins

The Crucifixion, According to
John 19:17-37 on Monday April 6

The Burial according to
Matthew 27:57-61 on Tuesday, April 7
Mark 15:42-47 on Wednesday, April 8
Luke 23:50-55 on Thursday, April 9
John 19:38-42 on Good Friday, April 10

Holy Saturday According to
Luke 23:56 on April 11

Happy Easter Sunday on Sunday, April 12.
Resurrection Day!