Season Ending

Every August begins the ending of something old. The Summer seasons comes to a close next month. Things begin to change.

The leaves change colors, The temperture becomes cooler. Time changes. The season ends. Things must continue on.

I have crossed over into move on where I am now. I didn't know that I would be where I am now. Things are different.

I see things differently. There are things that I use to do. I have no interest in doing any more. I turned away from the "Crowd" so to speak.

I sensed a change in life. I thought about some things. I made some changes. I can continue to do things that are working out.

It's different doing things. I have been getting use to things. I have have to keep moving moving on down this road of life.

On My Journey: Season Ending

August Time

It's been a while. I have been on my other websites. I need to balance the times when I'm on my computer.

I can spemd a lot of time searching for family history. I have a website that I started on the family history. I need to work on how I am going to do that.

I am compiling what I have been discovering along my searching journey on my family tree. It has been over 30 years of searching.

I have been trying to piece together some things. There are new records avaible to search. So new information is added to records.

On My Journey....

Happy July!

July is a month of freedom and celebration. I don't know what's ahead in July. I started another blog on my family history.

I am journaling more. I think that I can do what I can as the time comes along. I hope that I will not over do things.

I don't need to have so many blogs to keep up with the Jones. I am leaving some things on my sites.

I'm On My Journey Of Transformation

Some Reflections: Along The Path Of Healing

It has been a journey Along The Path Of Healing. This journey continues... June was just the beginning. Healing is a process in life.

I prayed for my family, friends, others I didn't know. I prayed for relationships, the world, people on the earth and myself.

It has been a refreshing journey. I've learned some things about myself. Indeed I have learned more about the people around me and people in general. It's more than I thought.

I thought about doing this journey back in April. I choice June to do it. I am so glad that I did. I am along the path of healing. I am being restored from things of my past.

By the middle of the months things began to change. There were some things in my life that took on a new twist. I mean, things are different.

It's good to be relieved from some things. The restoration time takes time to get to. The adjusting time takes time to be in.

I came up with some blog ideas while on this journey. I came across new insights about some things. On Father's Day, the first day on Summer, I begin something new.

There were some things that came about that I didn't expect. It was good in a way. You know I have been apart of the "church world" for about 16 years. There are more things that I am aware of as I go about life.

I thank God that He is with me. It doesn't matter if I am appreciated or not, rejected, ignored or whatever in life that comes. That's apart of life. Those things will come.

It's my attitude in what I do when things come at me that matters. God is with me along the path of healing. It's His touch and guidance that brings healing.

After this exercise for 30 days, I am learning to enjoy my life more. I have learned to lighten up more. I should take time for MYSELF. I should pray for OTHERS and RELATIONSHIPS.

We live in this earth. This planet is our home. We should take care of what we have. Thank God, that He is restoring what was lost in the fall.

Father God,
I thank You for bring me into a new place. I thank You are directing my steps. May I continue on the path that You have for me.

See me through all that there is to come. I thank You for the wonderful gatherings we had as a family on Saturdays. Let Saturdays be family days.

I pray that we continue to have some sort of gathering as a family throughout the Summertime. It is such a blessings to join together as a family.

May we be built up and encouraged. May others come when they can. May our family be blessed in Jesus' name Amen.

On My Journey Of Transformation
Some Reflections: Along The Path Of Healing
Praying and Journaling

The Chronicles of Susan

Father's Day '09

We are to honor our fathers on Father's Day. But Father's Day is not just for fathers. We make up the whole when we ALL are part of that DAY. If Father's Day was only for fathers than some will be let out.

What about those who don't have a father? Those who's father has passed on or fathers who weren't apart of their children's lives? What about those who are not fathers? How do they all fit into Father's Day?

While I was greeting this morning, I wish many Happy Father's Day! I gave some fathers hugs. I said Happy Father's Day to some ladies that I regular greet.

Yes, I did. Some of the ladies said THANK YOU! Some were very appreciative. Then there were some who did get what I was saying.

It was so nice to see father's walking in church. I saw father's carrying their children. Some walking holding their child's hand. The love of a father with their children.

I did have a HAPPY FATHER's Day. It was because of what I know. Note: This is my 19th Father's Day without my birth father. So how can I celebrate Father's Day without a father?

Yes, how can I (and others) celebrate without a father? Indeed I am not a father. Nor do I have a father in law .... So why am I so HAPPY about Father's Day?

I received that revelation about God, the Father. I have an Heavenly Father. Yes, He is a Father for those who have called upon Jesus as LORD and Savior.

I have an HEAVENLY Father to honor on Father's Day. It's a big deal when a person doesn't have a father. God wants to be a Father with a family.

I did have a wonderful Father's Day! I had a nice 7th Anniversary Day as well as being a greeter at Word of Life Church. Before I got out of bed this morning , I said Happy Father's Day , Heavenly Father!

Every year I try to give God something on Father's Day. But I have realized that the best gift that I can give Him is myself. It 's not silly to want to give God something for Father's Day. Within reason we can give God some things.

Heavenly Father,
I thank You that You want to be a Father with a family. I thank You that You have adopted me and others to be apart of Your family.

Help us who don't have a father on earth to acknowledge You as our Father. Teach all of us the value of Father's Day. Live can be tough without a father growing up or with an abusive father in the home.

Guide those who are fatherless. Those who are orphans. Let them know that they can be loved by You through others who are around them.

I appreciative You for being our Father. Thank You for being an example to all fathers. Happy Father's Day God. in Jesus' name Amen!

On My Journey Of Transformation
Father's Day '09

It's was so WONDERFUL!
The Chronicles of Susan

Happy Father's Day!

Fatherhood is important.
May those who are fathers be fathers.

Happy Father's Day Father God.
Thank You for being my Father.

Summer Begins

Happy Father's Day!
Happy First Day of Summer!

We are in a heat wave.
In the 90's all week.

Staying cool.

On My Journey Of Transformation

June Is Here!

Happy June!
Have A Wonderful Month OF JUNE!
May the LORD bring blessings your way in ways you have never seen before.
Summer time is coming.

Here's My Other Blog Site

I have been doing a lot of journaling on my other site: http://journaling-susan.xanga.com/

Moving Day Anniversary

It has been 2 years since our move. Things are coming along. We have a garden now. We can set on our porch and look at our garden.

Things are different since we moved. I have been rearranging things over the years. I have been getting use to not have a lot of room.

I am down sizing. I have to do with less things. I am storing things in the basement.

On My Journey Of Transformation

The Week

After week is in the making. It's been a week of Spring cleaning. I got all my poems on my lap top. Now I have to put them on a cd.

I am learning to live in the today mode. I am focusing on the now. Time goes quicker that why.

On The Journey Of Transformation

Wind Has Been Changing

I'm off to another week. I am Spring cleaning some more. I plan to get ride of some of my clothes that I have not worn in a long while.

I don't know why I think that I can save some clothes that I think that I will use. It's been a while.

I am continuing to type my poems on my lap top. I plan to put them on a disc. I have having fun in doing new things.

I am focusing on the day at hand. I am getting a lot do this way. I know that I can look at what is not here yet.

May the LORD guide us to live in the day that we are in. May we focus on what is at hand. Amen

On My Journey Of Transformation

Getting Use To Changes

I am having to get use to the changes that have come about. I must move on. I am taking on other things.

I have been typing my poems on my lap tap. I have the first notebook done. 121 + poems. There are over 150 poems that I wrote in the past 7 months

I have more time to do things that I have put off. It's good to have a new mind set on things. I am getting my mind off the things that I had a mind set on doing.

Now I see that I can do others things. It took me a while to catch on. I guess that I am slow.

It did hard when I realize what was going on. Well at least it's what I have been seeing. I must not chase after things or people who are not interested in what I have to say or do.

I can't be used of God when I am doing things out of died faith. Things are not working out. Things seem still and not going any where.

I shouldn't be frustrated when doing good deeds. There should be some joy in what I set out to do. I should have some type of joy.

When bitterness comes in, that is not of God. I have to hold my peace. I have to shake the dust from my feet and just move on.

I am moving on down the road some more. I have NEW HOPE. I am building on some things new. I thank God for wisdom to move on.

On My Journey Of Transformation

Another Week Ahead

I am looking forward to this week. It's my two week of fasting one of my websites. I am doing OK.

I can get too involved in doing things. I can get burnt out. I should put too much interest in people or in doing things.

People can be iffy iffy at times. We can do one thing for someone and other thing for another. Or all in all do nothing for who we don't like.

I know the Bible says we are loved. But what about the point of not being liked? That times I get the impression that there are people who love me but don't like me.

I don't know why I have this impression. May be because there are some people who quiet speaking to me. Or turn away when they see my coming.

I can take the hint. It does hurt. But I am a big girl. I have can shake of the offend and move on.

God is with. I am loved by God. He will not leave me nor forsake me. I believe that God's likes me too.

On The Journey Of Transformation

Mid May '09

It's the middle of May. Time is going quickly. That means Summer is coming soon. I hope to have a great summer.

We planted our first garden since we moved into our home. It will be two years on the 26th when we moved.

Time does go by quickly. I am still trying to put things in order. There is a lot less space here.

I thank God that we have a place to stay. i do call this place home. Home sweet home.

On The Journey Of Transformation

The Journey Continues

I had a great awakening early this week. I have been adjust to some things. I am on a fast for one of my websites.

I am seeing blogging as an arena of information. We speak to what is interesting. We tend to stick with the ones who we can relate to.

May God use use mightily in whatever way He wishes. May we go through what we have to. May we learn from the experiences that we encounter in Jesus' name Amen.

On The Journey Of Transformation

Computer Anniversary

It was a year ago when my computer was attacked with an virus. Evil people who send emails to harm others see sickness.

I have learned from my mistake by not opening emails from people who I don't know. I got my computer back in operation about 10 days after that attack in 2008.

I am learning to say away from emails. Nor am I sending email as I use to. Live is to lived and enjoyed.

On The Journey Of Transformation

Happy Mother's Day!

To all the Mother's and Mother's to be,
Have A Very Happy Mother's Day!

A Special Weekend

I hope that all will have a very special weekend.
Make the most of what there is.

May God lead you on the right path.
May His goodness and mercy be chasing after you.
May you have favor everywhere you go.

Peace to you on your journey.
Blessings,

On The Journey Of Transformation
Doing Life In The Kingdom Of God

Wireless Printer

I finally got a wireless printer for my lap top.
My niece has been wondering when I will get one.

I like it a lot.
My other computer is so slow working.

I can even print pictures on the new printer.
I can see the photo on my small printer screen before printing.

I have moved up.
I am with the program now.

On My Journey Of Transformation
Doing Life In The Kingdom of God