FEAR: Not Knowing

Laying scared in my bed
Not knowing what’s ahead
Thoughts have entire my mind
Why do I feel confine?
Quickly noises come and go
Imagination’s know imagine what you know
The difference between face
And fictions what’s the fact
Now bounding at my heart
Hoping fear will depart                                          Praying fear soon depart
Pressure all around me
When will I be set free
Pain in my shoulders fades
Like its been a few days
Silence upon this night
Shadowing away fright
Laying sleep in my bed                                           Laying still here in my bed
Not knowing what’s ahead.

Poem # 52
Idea Afraid
Oct 6/7
November 16, 1991

Rewrite Not Knowing
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