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November 30,2008 thought January 6, 2009.
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Happy HOLYday...
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Preparing

Advent season in coming.
I am taking time to spend time with the LORD.

Black Friday

No plans to shop today.
I gave up shopping on Black Friday.

It's been 15 years since my water baptism.
The old me has been died for 15 years.

I am being created new day by day.
God is so good.

Give Thanks

Happy Thanksgiving!
I am thankful for this day.

I can gather together with my family.
This Thanksgiving is special.

There are many things to be thankful for.
I am thankful that I have a place to stay.

I am thankful that I have food in the icebox.
I am thankful that I have clothes on my body.

I am thankful that I have life.
I am thankful that I exist.

I am thankful for another day.
I am thankful that I can be thankful.

I am glad in this day.
Blessings to all.

In A New Place

I am at a new place in the spirit.
I broke away from some things that I need to.

I took a while to see the new light of things.
I cannot see how it took me so long in getting here.

I guess it took a lot of rejection and no feed back to catch on.
It does hurt to see that it took this long to get here.

I can move on from the mistakes that I did.
I need to move on from the shame of what I have been witness.

It's as thought I don't exit anymore to some.
It appears that I am no here.

I know that God care more about me than I do myself.
He is the strength of my life.

I know that there will be always people who will disappoint me.
I have to get over that.

I can through forgiveness.
I believe that God will see me through,

Life has its turns.
I need to flow with the turns that come.

I believe that there will be some good coming out of what I have experienced.
God is a GOOD God.

I am thankful that Father God is my Heavenly Father.
I have no father on the earth.

I am thankful that God allows me to be one of His beloved daughters.
Thanks for being there for me always, Jesus.

New Journey

I am off to a new journey.
Things are much different now.

I have been reflecting on my journey of a lifetime.
I learned some things.

I have been thinking about my life.
Thing change from time to time.

There are seasons in life when things must end.
I believe that there are a few things in my life now that have ended.

I have to turn from what this was and move on.
Life has turns and challenges in the making.

I may think that things are right for me, but they are not.
I am thankful that God does not give me everything that I ask Him.

I am learning that I need to grow up.
I am changing in doing some matters in life.

There are things that I thought that I should pursue.
I think, I hit a dry spot.

Jesus is the only water that can quench my thirst.
I need to stop looking at others for only what Jesus can give me.

I repent of such wrong thinking.
I turn away from what I use to do.

Even if I have to leave some things that I love.
I cannot keep doing things that's not good for me.

I have to truly mean what I say.
No matter what the cost is, I need to be serious.

Life is to be lived.
I need to look at life in a new way.

A fresh new start begins at sundown.
The dawn of the new day has come.

I need to look for other things in life.
I need to stop wasting my life on things that don't matter.

The season has been completed.
I must move on with what's ahead.

Father God,
Forgive me of what wrong I have committed.
Grant me the grace to make things right.

Led me in the direction that I should go.
Help me to see the good of what You have for me.

Allow me to be that blessing You called me to be.
In Jesus' name Amen.

The Empty Tomb

It was 10 years ago today that I saw the place where they laid our LORD.
I got the honor of walking into the tomb.

I was thrill that I did.
I saw some of the places that's in the Bible.

The Bible came alive to me.
I can see more in how things could have been.

The places where Jesus was while He was here on the earth in the flesh.
It brings things in to perspective when things are in sight.

I still have memories of when I was in Israel.
It was a journey of a lifetime.

I have not desire to return to Israel.
I thank God for the time that I went.

Thank You, Jesus.

Thanksgiving Week

It's the LORD's Day!

I hope that you will have a wonderful Thanksgiving week.
We need to count our blessings.

There are many things to be thankful for.
I am thankful for my health, my family and friends.

I am thankful that God loves me.
I am thankful for salvation in Jesus Christ.

I am thankful that I am alive.
I am thankful that God has a plan and future of all of us.

I am thankful that I can blog.
I am thankful for ideas that come to me.

May God grants us more to be thankful for.
Thank You, Jesus for dying for the sins of the world.

Moving On Up

It has been a week.
I have learn some things that I need to move on from.

I am wasting time in some areas in my life.
I need to be more alert.

I hope that I can let go of those things that trip me up.
I don't need to allow this to continue to happen.

I see that there are times in life that I need to just let things go.
Move on and just let it be gone with.

I pray that God will grant me the grace to do so.
Or perhaps I have the grace, I just need to let go and move on.

I should feel guilty about what I choose to do.
I just should do it.

May the peace of God guide may steps.
I am moving on with what God has for me.

It's Friday

I am happy that it's FRIDAY!
I have been thinking about my journey to Israel.

Today is Sabbath.
I get to go to church.

Better yet, I get to the Upper Room.
I hope that I can get to the Upper Room before sundown.

I remember in Jerusalem, people running to get to the Wall.
The Western Wall where the Sabbath prayer and things are.

It's a place that I have never seen like this.
People running to get there.

Would that be something if we would run to church.
Going to church before the sun set.

That would be something to do.
What joy I have today.

God is in the midst of things.
I pray that we will go with Him.

Things Changing

I sense changes coming.
It's been coming.

I see new things.
There are more people making comments.

I don't know.
Is it of God?

Or people really wanting to communicate with me?
I am moving along.

I don't know what to think of this.
Should I reply?

Will this be the only time those who comment speak?
Is it a one deal thing?

I decided to let the comments stand.
I don't want to reply.

I don't know.
I don't want to be hurt by things again.

I have come a long way.
I want to move on.

I am thankful that people did see something in what I shared.
I need to be humble and move on.

God is so good.
He is good all the time.

The City Of Jerusalem

It's my 10th Anniversary of my journey to the Holy Land. It was on this day that I saw a dream come true. I love the city of Jerusalem.

The place where I read in Romans 15:25. "But now I am going to Jerusalem..."Those words hit my spirit as prophetic words. It took 18 months to see this come to pass.

As I was in the bus we were going up to Jerusalem. I cried all the way to the hotel. I was seeing my dream come to pass.

I enjoyed all the days in Jerusalem.The first and last nights were special. I cried the last and morning that I left. I knew that I would not return in this life time. I was so thrilled that I got to go. God mad a way for me to go.

I am thankful that my desires to go came to pass. All things are possible to them who believes. May God grant us our hearts desires. May we see them come to pass. Amen

Poems

I have been in a season of writing poems.
It's been about less than a month.

I seen to flow with a thought.
The thoughts leads to words.

I tend to sing the poems that I write.
I have about 15 or so.

I need to finish up on some.
I try to express my feels.

I have experienced things in life.
Joy, sorrow and shame is some things that I have in my poems.

I hope that the LORD will birth in my words of encouragement.
I try to describe things as I go about my writings.

May I write some insights in my poetry.
May the LORD speak through what I write.

May God receive all honor.
May God use what He planted in me.

Been Thinking

Life is not all what I thought it would be.
There are some in my life that I thought were my friends.

Will, they don't act like friends any more.
I guess that I am not one their people to talk to.

It's like they don't know me at times.
I don't exist.

What am I to do?
I tend to not let this bother me.

But, now I have to decide on what to do.
It seem to be a waste of time in trying to communicate with some friends.

There are no replies most of the time in emails or comment on their sites.
It seems to be a waste of time in the pursuit.

I don't want to continue on this road of disappointment.
There is no communication on the other side.

It feels so sad when there is no feedback.
It hurts.

I can pour out myself by communicating.
But not have what it takes to meet my friends' input.

I think that I should just cease in communication for a while.
The other parties have no interest in what I have to share.

I see this as a release from things that once was.
It's a falling away from what is not good for me.

It's not good to have a one way conversation.
Am I talking to myself?

Is what I share boring?
Can there be any connection in what is?

I feel like it not worth the time anymore.
I need to go on with my life.

If some how the friends come to ask how am I doing?
I wonder if they really mean it.

There are many who rarely speak to me.
I need to face it and move on beyond where I am.

I have decided to stop asking others to be friends on 4 my web sites.
On two of them, it like I'm just there as an added person to the most.

May the LORD guide my steps in the way that I am headed.
May I meet good friends that I can relate to.

May we communicate with one another.
Thank You, Jesus for being my friend.

On Another Adventure

It's my 10Th year anniversary of a trip of a lifetime.
I am reflecting back on the journey.

I still have good memories of the journey.
I have no desires to return to the Old Israel of today.

I will return after the 2ND coming and things have been completed.
I am rejoicing over the fact that I went on this side of time.

Hope that things are coming brighter for you.
May the joy of the LORD continue to be with you.

May you draw from within the joy of the LORD.
Peace and Grace to you.

Have A GOOD Week!

Thinking And Rethinking

What a week this has been. I have learn some more things about people. In the process... I learned a lot about myself. In all, it has been a great week. I still had the JOY of the LORD.

I have been thinking and rethinking some things that I need to change. I was aware of something that I tend to do. It hit me like a ton of bricks. I should be more respectful in this area.

Man, I have seen the light. I see that there are some things that I know that I should not share with people. There are some who would not understand. Some may even get the wrong impression.

There were some things I heard this week that I knew about. I kept quiet about it. I just let my friends tell me what I alright knew. In the process of listening, I got to hear a little more that I didn't know about. It brought joy to me.

I don't have a lot friends. I mean friends that I talk to on a regular basis. However, I see whenever my "circle of friends" grow, I need not to share things as I use to.

I have to get know the friends that are added in my "circle."There are some issues of life that I can be open to with a few friends. I am more comfortable with them. Besides we go back a long way. It's not just a Hello! How you doing conversation. Good friendships takes time to built.

Thinking and Rethinking...
When I don't understand things I tend to wonder.I should not question things I don't know but trust God

More Changes In Life

It's another weekend.
I sense a change in things.

Life has to change.
Our thinking need to readjust at times.

That's apart of life.
It was stay the same all the time things are boring.

May wisdom come as we go about our lives.
May God change us into what He wants us to become.

Blogging 2 Years Today

It's another mile marker today.
I have been blogging for 2 years.

I didn't know I have been blogging that long.
It seems much longer.

I have posted over 1150 blogs on my Xanga site.
There are some private and protected blogs not public.

I have left a trail of blogs over this journey.
I don't know what lays ahead for my in blogging.

I will continue to blog.
I love to record things in my life.

There are some things that I tend not to write about.
I am recording some of my life through blogging.

At least my trail of blogs will show a story of my life.
There is a life lived in my writing.

I look at others blogs.
Many don't share much about their lives.

We all have our opinions on what to share.
That's OK!

May God place it on our hearts what we should share.
May what we share be encouraging and uplifting.

Rethink Things

I have been thinking and rethinking some things.
There are things that I need to change.

I see a new season that we are in.
I need to rethink things.

It takes me awhile to see somethings.
I am aware of things that I should keep quiet about.

I have to have grace to know when to speak and not to speak.
I have seem the light in some areas of my life.

I pray that I will do the right things in those matters of life.
I have to have peace in doing what is needed.

May God guide my way.
Jesus is the way.

Happy Veterans Day

Honor to the men and women serving and retired from the military.
God Bless you.

Thanks for your sacrifice in serving in the military.
You are appreciated.

Happy Veterans Day!

Thought Of Last Week

Last week was an historic week.
Things changed in America.

We have a new President elect Barack Obama.

There is a lot of mix feelings.
I don't know how to explain it.

I see some people acting differently.
The true colors of what we are are coming out of us.

There is fear, anxiety, wonder excitement that we have a black President elect.
There is a lot of talk of morals as well.

I believe that God is there in the midst of what is going on.
God know who our next President would be.

We as the people and those who are of God have be who we are.
There are things that we don't know.

Things we disagree with.
Things that we can't do because of our belief.

There are times in our lives we have to rethink things.
We need to repent and change how we do things.

I know we can't have things that we want.
We have to keep moving on the best way we know how.

In the process we change and grow.
We have to put our hope in God.

We don't know what is going to happen with the world financial crisis.
The U.S. is in the transition time of changing power in the upcoming months.

I pray that things go as plan.
May God guide our newly elected President with wisdom.

May God protect The next President and his family.
May God Bless and protect the United States of America.

New Day Dawned

It's the first day of the week.
We got the opportunity to go to the house of the LORD.

It's another week ahead.
May we enjoy of day.

I see things change.
A New Day has dawned.

May we move in this time that we are in.
God is on the move.

May we move with what is.
God is with us.

My Day

It's been a good day.
A bit cold but good.

I have to catch up on some things.
I got behind on what I was going to do today.

We went looking for a dog house.
One of our dog has out ground his house.

We didn't find him a house.
But we will.

Life with dogs can be a joy.
I like dogs.

Grandma Mother

What I recall about my Grandma Mary I saw later after she passed on.
I did not get to know her will.
I was 13 when she passed away 33 years ago today.

As I look back on what I have discovered about her I see new things.
She was a woman who had a destiny.

She raised her children with her husband my Grandpa Leo.
They had 11 children.

She was half American Indian and part black.
She was the only child.

I am thankful that I got to met my Grandma Mary.
My other grandparents passed long before I was born.

I am thankful for my lineage.
I thank God that He created me.

Life Too short

I have been singing, singing new songs.
No matter what, what's going on.

Life is too short, short to waste away.
Keep on living living God's Holy way

The Wonderful Weather

I have been enjoying the beautiful weather.
It's have great.

In the 70's for the past 5 to 6 days.
The leaves are turning.

The farmers are gathering their harvest.
The season is changing.

Time has turn on a new path.
Life is to be live.

Election Day '08

This day has finally arrived.
And the winner is President Elect Obama.

I am glad that the election is over.
There were a lot of negative things spoken.

How do we get along as a society?
Back bitting and saying things about one another.

How do we move ahead?

Wonderful Light

I wrote this pulse on my Xanga site...

Susan is happy to see the wonderful Light.
It's so sad when we see those things that aren't right.

It is so wonderful to see the Light of God.
Those things that we know are of God.

Then the things that we see that appear not right.
Those things that don't go our way.

Those things that we question why.
It's so sad that things don't work out.

The wonderful thing about live is that there is a Wonderful Light.
There are things in our live that will not go our way.

God see the good in our lives.
We can choose things that are not good for us.

We go through the motions of what we do.
The cost of our choose bring the good or bad.

May we use our judgement in good manner.
May we over look what other does as a mistake.

May we have the mercy and grace of God to move on.
May God turn things in to the good.

27 Years WOLC

It's a new year.
27 years as a church at Word of Life Church.

I have been there only 15 of the 27 years.
I don't know all the history.

I was one of the 1000th person to join in 1993.
Now there over 4000 members.

I think God that I was lead to WOLC.
I have been growing while I have been there.

Happy November!

We are in a new month.
Time has come quickly.

It's our church anniversary.
It is 27 years in the making.

Happy 27th Word of Life Church!
The blessings of God is with you.

Happy Reformation Day

Believe leave it or not, I have my Christmas tree up.
It people can decorate for Halloween, why not for Christmas early?

I have been doing this for I don't know how long.
I don't put anything on our tree till close to Thanksgiving.

Everyday is Thanksgiving and Christmas in one.
Jesus is our gift of salvation from God the Father.

Happy Thanksgiving!
Merry Christmas!

I have some gifts to give away in the days ahead.
Blessings to you.

Off To A New Beginning

It's been a different week.
I did some things that I wasn't planning on doing.

I will make the best of things.
Let does have its turns.

I have to move on with what is there.
I should not worry about things.

I believe that God will see my through.
I put my hope and trust in God.

I got my 2 sisters and their spouses some trick or treat candy.
I gave my sisters' kids some goodies.

I got a kick out of it.
It was a fun think to do.

I have some more treats to take to church.
I have some gifts to give to some friends.

I am off to a new beginning.
Life is wonderful in Him.

Blessed

I am so blessed.
I see new things coming on the horizon.

What do I do?
Where do I turn to?

I keep my eyes on Jesus in what I do.
I listen to His leading in where to turn.

There have been times when I did not know what to do.
When I just stopped and be still, peace came.

Noting doing anything comfort my soul.
But there were times when I had to do something.

It lead to things that lead to things.
I thought that I could never get out of that.

But through stepping out in faith, I can go through.
I have to keep moving and not to grow weary.

May I see more than what I can't not see.
May I have the understanding when things don't work out.

May the glory of God be seen in Jesus' name amen.

Being Friendly

I try to be friendly to others.
I bring a smile to my face.

I say hello.
I try to communicate with those around me.


But how can we be friendly when some don't know how.
It's not nice to force others to be friends with us.

We need to let others have there space.
We need not to pressure things on others to do because we do.

May we be friends to those who want to be friends.
May we see the value in our friends.

God bless you.

Question?

I see some changes from what happened last week.
Things are not the same.

I am going on with life.
I see that I have left some things behind.

I wonder at times, who are my friends.
Who are my friends, Father God.

Who do You want me to be friends with?
Help me to be friends with the friends that want to be friends.

Lord, You asked Your disciples a similar question.
Who are My mother and brothers?

I ask who are my friends, LORD?
Some appear to have gone astray as they don't know me any more.

Do I leave them be?
Do I go on the way in that I should go?

Lead me on to where You want me to go, LORD.
For I don't know what to do at times.

This brings hurt to my soul.
I want to be set free.

Help me find the friends that will bring goodness in my walk with You.
I know that friends can let me down.

Teach me not to be offended.
Grant me the grace to continue on in with what You have for me.

See me through what I am in...
in Jesus' name Amen.

What's Ahead?

I don't know.
I have my hope in God.

I need to have that positive attitude that everything is going to be alright.
No matter what happening in the world, God is in control.

Sunday is the celebrate day each week.
The restart button of the past week.

So what happened last week has past away.
New things have spring forth.

I push forward into this new week set before me.
New heights are awaiting for me to explore.

May the Lord guide and others into what's ahead.
May we see the good on the land at hand.
in Jesus' name amen.

Relief Day

I thank God for being with us.
It was just a test of time.

I believe that we are better off now.
We did learn some things in the process of time.

May we keep doing what is right in the sight of God.
May the mercy of God be with us.

May we see the good of what we been through.
May we be the witnesses that God calls us to be.
Amen.

Praise God

I believe that things are changing.
We are in a season of things to come.

What we have been through has built up our faith.
It's now to see what we put our faith in.

Will we withstand the testing that will come?
Where do we stand and what we believe will be tested.

May we keep our trust in God.
May we praise God for His goodness.

Bless God.
God is for us and will not leave us.

We put our hope in the living God.
So whatever comes our way, we go to God in the midst of things.

We those we are in Christ have a refuge in times of trouble.
God is our fortress and shield.

Go to God in the midst of all things.
He will guide us in what we should.

Peace be to all who are in Christ Jesus.
Grace to you.

Blog Blog Blog

What should I blog about?
I've been blogging so much I think that I run out of things to say.

But I know that I can find some thing to say.
Is it what I think that is important that matters?

I've been aware that I have say a lot of things.
I repeat things but in a different view point.

I don't share every thing in a way that I think that I should.
As time comes along, I share more.

Perhaps I'm more comfortable in writing about it.
There are times I hold back in what to share.

It's the ability to communicate with who's out there.
I don't know who reading my blogs.

But that does not matter.
My blogging world is my world.

I hope that I am leaving some things behind.
Good thoughts of what God has done for me.

May I see the good in blogging.
May what I share be worthy to the reader.

May God bless you as you journey in life.
Amen.

Octoberfest

I had a great time on Sunday.
I went to October fest at WOLC.

It was my first time going.
It was unique in the doing.

I like it.
It was a bit windy.

I really enjoyed myself.
I got to chat with some of my friends.

I was there for about 3 hours.
It didn't seem that long.

It was worth it.
I am glad the I went.

Maybe I go to the one next year.
My mind is on now.

New Adventure

I am starting a new adventure today.
I am back to WBF.

I have not been to a ladies Bible Study in a long while.
I hope that I will like it.

Things have changed since the last time I was at this Bible Study.
I hope that I will fit in.

May we learn about the psalms.
May we step into a new place with God
in Jesus' name Amen.

Psalms and Singing

I have been thinking about the Book of Psalms.
They are enriching to pray and sing songs from.

I like the Psalms.
I can find things in my life that are there.

I was in the Upper Room this morning.
I went through Psalm 120 to 130.

I see that can pray or sing them.
I love to worship God.

The psalms is a good book to use to pray.
There are 150 psalms.

I like Psalm 23, 45, 63, to name a few.
There are other ones as well.

May we learn to use the psalm more.
May we worship and praise the living God.
in Jesus' name Amen.

Fun Filled Sunday

I decided to go to Octoberfest at church this year.
I normally don't like to go.

I over looked the reasons why not to go.
I took a step of faith to believe that I can enjoy myself.

A Fun Filled Weekend

I'm enjoying my weekend.
I've been taking it easy.

I've had a restful day.
Tomorrow is another day of fun.

May I enjoy what is to come.
May I be lead to avoid trouble and temptation.
May the joy of the Lord carry my through.
Amen.

15 Years Has Come To Be

I've been attending one church for the past 15 years.
I joined the church of Jesus 15 years ago.

I am a member through Word of Life Church.
I've grown since my stay there.

I'm seeing new things coming.
This year have been different.

I'm thanking the Lord for revealing things to me.
I'm thankful for the leading of the Holy Spirit.

May this new year be a breakthrough.
May I go farther than I have been.
May road blocks be taken down.
May God be glorified in all that I do.
in Jesus' name Amen,

Fall Is Here

It has been getting cooler this week.
They say a warm front is coming.

I can put on more clothes in the cooler weather.
I hope that the temperature does not go up and down.

My body is like jet lag when that happens.
I have to adjust.

I shouldn't compliant about the weather.
I'm thankful to be able that I can feel the temperature changes.

The leaves are changing slowing,
I like to see the beauty of the leaves.

There is so much to look at.
I like the blending in of nature and its' surroundings.

God created the world to be.
I'm thankful that God planted me on this earth.

I can be apart of what God wants in this world.
This is my Father's world.

May we tend to what is here.
May we be thankful for what we have.
Amen.

Sadness

Do I have anything to share?
I believe that I do.

There are things that I see that is very sad.
There are some who ignore each one another on their way in life.

It's a very sad thing to continue to witness week after week.
We are suppose to be Christian, Aren't We?

There are in differences with one another.
There's no speaking nor looking each other in the face.

This brings sadness and a deep hurt inside.
God wants us to be kind to one another.

What is tearing people apart from one another?
What is going on with the children of God?

Father God,
Forgive us of our wrong doing.
Help us to mend what was torn down.

Heal the hurt that is growing inside.
Bond our hearts back together again,
in Jesus' name Amen.

Another Day

I don't know what to do at times.
I have been doing things in a new way.

It's good to do this.
Stops the norm of doing what is what at times.

Having to change what doing.
It takes practice.

I am enjoying the new change in doing things.
I can get more done if I put my mind to it.

I can see other things as I go about my day.
The distractions that are there are less in the making.

I tend not to think about them.
I am doing the other things so those distractions don't matter.

I keep busy with what matter the most to my.
I am doing fine.

The joy of the Lord is my strength.
I believe that I am going to make it.

Blessings to you.

Hello!

It's Columbus Day!
Happy Day to you.
Have A Great Week!

Kingdom Of God

I have been learning new things about the Kingdom of God.
We are in our Father's World.

God wants to restore this world.
He wants to take back what is His.

He wants to make things right.
He wants this world to reunite with Heaven.

Let there be heaven on earth LORD.
Bring the two as one Father.

Jesus will be satisfied when they are ONE.
Thank You, Father for this reunion,
in Jesus' name Amen.

It's A New Day

Hope that you are having a Wonderful Weekend!

I am off to a new start.
May the Joy of the Lord be your strength.
Peace be with you.

Notice Some Things

I have been aware of some things.
There are a lot less bloggers.

Well at least the ones that I am aware of.
On my main blog site, it appears that there are fewer who blog.

Is blogging dying or is it about gone?
Lazy in doing or bloggers have nothing to say?

There are some who wrote about what's on their hearts.
But few will state, what up.

It seems as though I should not wonder about the issue.
I am doing what I like.

If others don't blog, its not my business to question.
I keep my opinion to myself from now on.

I like to journal.
I like to wrote and record the happening or whatever that is there.

I can image.
When I look back over what I recorded.

What was going on in my life and others?
Why did I write, what I wrote?

How did I feel when I didn't receive comments?
Why did I continue to blog?

What inspires me to wrote?
What was the joy of blogging?

There is so much to blog about.
But will it ever get publish?

May I not be distracted by what others do or don't do.
May I continue to have the joy of journaling no matter what.

May the love of God bring insight to me as I go about my days.
May the joy of Jesus arise more and more in my days.
Amen.

A Start In That New Day

I am making the best of things.
It's been a different week.

I have been at home most of this week.
I did not go to the Upper Room during the first 3 weekday mornings.

I have been having more quiet times at home.
I have been cleaning.

May I be refilled.
May I be restored.
Amen!

Yom Kippur

This is the holiest day on the Jewish calender year. The holy day starts at sundown. I plan to take some time in rethinking my life. I plan to seek God.

I am in a time of change. There are things that have come into newness. It is a new season of doing other things. I need to focus on what is most important in life.

Things come in seasons of life that bring changes. There should be a release from those things. There are times times in life to start doing other things. There is peace in what is going on.

I am getting adjusted in the changes. I am rethinking things. May these 10 days be life changing. May I make new ground.
Amen.

Remembering

It's the 19Th anniversary of my father's passing.
Time has gone by.

I believe that I will get to see my father and mother again.
We called upon Jesus while we were alive on this side of life.

I am thankful for eternal life.
I am thankful that there is hope in God.

May we continue to believe in the good that God has for us.
May we see the end of what we have been believing for.
Amen.

New Start

I have been doing some things differently.
I started on Saturday.

I don't get on my computer until 4 PM.
I got a lot done.

I am on a new journey.
I need to think about other things in life.

I have been cleaning and sorting things.
There are things that I need to store or get rid of.

I have a lot of things.
Things that I need to make decisions about.

I am getting use to the changes.
Life has its ways.

I must trust in the LORD.
God is my source of what I need.

Seek first the kingdom of God, those things will be added to you.
Put God first in all that you do.

May the Lord guide us in to the way that we need to go.
May we trust in Him and not fear what's ahead.
Amen.

Pray...

For the Peace of Jerusalem.

Pray for the peace of Jerusalem:
May they prosper who love you.
Peace be within your walls,
Prosperity with within your palaces.
" For the sake of my brethren and companions,
I will now say,
"Peace be within you."
Because of the house of the LORD our God,
I will seek your good.
NKJV Psalm 122:6-9

Lord save, Israel.
Amen

The Door Of HOPE Is Still Open

It's a GREAT Day!
A Fresh new start.
A New Attitude...

The Door Of HOPE

I have hope for the future.
I believe God has a plan for me.

I have the honor to go to the House of the LORD tonight.
It is a special gathering.

We got to hear a prophetic word.
Also we get to walk through the Door of HOPE.

We did this at the beginning of the year.
It was an exercising of our faith.

We got up and walked through the door of hope.
I see some things in doing that.

I still hope.
I still believe.

Search Family History

I've been searching my ancestors.
It has been an interesting past week.

I have come across some things that I knew but did know.
There were links to the past that I had
that I could not link up until now.

About 20 years ago a lady wrote to me about her Dade linegage.
I had very little information about my Dade side.

This lady sent my obituaries of Dades in the Canton Mo area.
They did not click to me then.

As I have been researching on my Dade side.
I have been making progress.

I found out who my mother's father's mother's parents were.
They were Frances Ovrington and Isaac Dade.

Through farther research, I came to see Frances had 14 children.
I have located about 4 of them on the census.

There are a lot of people with similar names.
It is confusion in searching for who is who.

I have been piecing the puzzle together.
I have death records to search.

They have been a great home.
In some cases the parents are listed.

That was how I found out my Great Grandma's siblings.
That is nice to know.

My journey continues.
I thank God for the new leads.

A New Start

Happy October!
It's a new month and a new start for me.

I plan to do some things different this month.
I got a new revelation last weekend.

I am on a new road.
Things will appear different.

I did go back to Facebook.
I have a brand new attitude about being there.

I plan to continue to be there.
It was not as I thought I would, but out of a witness unto the LORD.

It appears that there are a lot who can't relate to what I share.
Maybe that's why I have very few feedback's on my blog sites.

We are all not the same.
We have different likes and dislikes on subject matters.

God created us for His purposes.
I believe that I am very unique.

There is none like me.
Nor will there be anyone to be me.

I am thankful that I am of God
I am thankful for the people who can relate to what I say.

I am thankful for the people who brighten my day.
I am thankful that I can be who God created me to be.

May the LORD continue to use me for His purposes.
Amen.

September Time To Remember

It's coming to a close.
It's been a changing month for me.

I am not the same.
I had to change some things this month.

It was a decision that was a must.
I see that I was not going any where.

I had to do some things.
I got down about some things that shouldn't have been.

I need not to go there anymore.
I had to change my thinking.

I needed to move on with my life.
There were things that were not for me any more.

How can I continue where I felt not welcomed.
It's hard when this happens.

May I see the good on not holding on to things.
May I go farther on down the road of life.

May I not see what has happen as a lost.
May I learn from what I have experience.

May this be a testimony of the LORD.
May I continue to bring glory to God,
in Jesus' name Amen.

Thinking & Believing

Happy Jewish New Year!

Sunset tonight: 7:03 PM cst

On the road of Hope leading into new things.
Where do I go from here?

I will keep moving.
I see that the Door of Hope is still open.
I believe that the LORD is with me.

May I see the end of that is there in hoping.
May the LORD guide me into the truth.
Amen!

What's Up America? Have FAITH In God

The crisis in the U.S.A. is the hot topic of our nation.
I don't know what is up next for the U.S.

But one thing that I know, we have to keep our FAITH in God.
Keeping our eyes on the LORD to see us through this ordeal.

This is not a surprise to God what has occurred.
God has His eyes on the situation.

Will God intervene in our affairs?
Will He have mercy on the U.S.?

God is with those who are with Him.
God is the source of all our needs.

We should not put our hopes in what we have as possesses.
We should place ALL our FAITH in the God's System.

It's a man made crisis or problem that we are facing.
It's God's solution that will get us out of this.

May the LORD show mercy on the U.S.
May we as the people of God keep the faith.

It the time to stand up.
It's time to be the people of God.

The world is shaken by what has happened.
Though the shake is there, we don't have to be shaken by what's there.

Stand in Faith that the LORD will guide us through this.
Stand believing that Jesus is in control.
Amen.

Last Days of September '08

It's the LORD's Day.
It's the last Sunday in September '08.

I have been enjoying these last days of September.
It's a different month this year.

I was more happier last year.
I don't expect some things to happened this September.

I have cross some new grounds.
I have less worry about some matters.

There were some things that were troubling me.
They seem not to be a bother to me anymore.

Those things seem not to be a burden to me anymore.
Perhaps I grew out of those things.

They have no importance to me.
I don't know what killed the want in those matters.

It's not apart of my life anymore.
It appears to be "died things" in my life.

May God guide me on into the rest of this month.
May I have happier memories.

May I see the good of what I have been through.
May next month be the month of harvesting,
in Jesus' name Amen.

Change In Some Things

I'm moving along with the changes that have been at hand.
It's a bit different.

The worship gathering with Jason Upton was wonderful last night.
I learned and received some revelation about some things in my life.

There are some who can't relate to me.
Or they can't understand me.

I have accepted some things that I can't change.
I have to move on with my life.

I am leaving things behind.
I have no idea where I am headed.

I believe that there is still hope.
I can continue to walk through the door of HOPE.

I have to get use to things.
What I use to do has little meaning now.

I can't see how I can switch in things like this.
It took a while to get it in my thinking.

I don't know why it took so long to sink in.
Life has it's ups and downs.

It took me a while to get clicked into this change.
I guess that I stopped in responding or reacting to some things.

Things has to come the hard way.
I had to change no matter what.

May the Lord guide me in these changes.
May I move in the right direction,
in Jesus' name Amen.

Off To New Things

The Spirit of the LORD during worship gathering touched my life.
I can see some things in a new light.

I've been blinded by things that stop me from moving forward.
I need to believe and seek the truth from God.

I need not to be a people pleaseres.
I need not to do what every one else is doing.

It is OK just to be me.
It is not necessary to pick up what others are doing.

God created me to be me.
I need not to copy others.

I am a unique human being.
I need not to be every ones friend.

I can be who God created me to be.
I need to stop comparing and looking at what others are doing.

It is OK to be different.
It is OK not to be apart of what the norm is up to.

May I see the beauty of just being me.
May I have the understanding that I can't relate to other in the same way I think.

May the blessings of the LORD be upon us as we go in to new things.
May the grace and mercy of the LORD be forever know to us.
Amen.

Life Changes

I get to go to a Jason Upton concert, tonight.
May we worship God in spirit and truth.

I have been thinking about how life changes.
It comes slowly and some times fast.
Things that make the changes in life.

I can see things not as there once were.
It is like I am an outcast.
But then again, I am at a new beginning.

Things have to change as the time in season changes.
There has to be a letting go of things completely.
Not to keep holding 0n to things that needs to let go.

This can be difficult at times.
There must be total release of what needs to go.
It's like when some one dies.

There has to be a separation.
Things have to change.
Things need to be dealt with in time.

In due progress there is a release.
The change is there.
The pressing on must be keep on and on.

May the Lord guide us in the changes in our life.

Continuing On Down The Road of Life

It is different.
I am doing other things in life.

I am doing my bests to forget what lays behind.
I'm pressing forward to the prize that is set before me.

Things can be challenging.
I don't want to go back to what I can out of.

I don't want to get in tangled into things.
Things that I can't change.

I need to keep pressings onward.
I need not to keep speaking of what I experienced.

I should just drop those things.
I should look at the bright side of things.

I don't have to do what I use to.
No matter how hard it may seem to leave things behind.

I believe that God has something better for me.
I should be praising God for where I am.

I give You thanks Father God.
You bring me through all that I need to go through.
I thank You for being with me through everything.

Season For Changes

I have been on facebook for a month.
I don't know how I did it.

It has to be by the grace of God.
I have made it this far.

I have 72 people who are listed as friends.
I haven't ask others to be add to my friends list.

I don't want them to be just a # added to my list.
Or is it just a face on facebook that is there?

I don't have many comments.
A few friends have made comments.

I've been trying to be friendly.
I've made comments as well.

I've been aware of some things in facebook.
Things that can depress me while I am looking at some things.

I have to have a new approach about being over there.
I am laying low for a season.

I don't want to share what I have been aware of.
I don't think that it's my imagination.

I need to have peace from what I have been noticing.
I need to take a break.

I hope that I can return.
I pray that I will change in the process.

But for now, I am exploring, learning, making discoveries,
journaling and being quiet from facebook.

I think that it is the best thing to do, for now.
I don't want to continue to torment myself.

It's not worth it.
The Lord is my joy.

May I see the end of what this thing is.
May I continue to journal without distraction.

Some Thoughts With Questions

Time has changed some things.
I am keeping on keeping on.

I notice on my main site that there are a lot less bloggers who blog.
I assumed that they left or have little to share.

I was exploring some thing on the Internet last week.
I discovered some things about myself.

It made me feel good.
What I have been doing in blogging is happening.
I don't receive a lot of comments.

It's some thing else that I am aware of.
I thank God for it.

May what I do be recorded and preserved.
May the light of God shine in what I do.

May I keep journaling no matter what.
May God inspire me in what I do.
Amen.

Thoughts Reflections

I have been thinking.
There are some things that have been troubling my thinking.
Do we really mean to know how people are?
Do we go through the motions asking?

I see that in some that I encounter on my way.
I feel that there is no real wanting to know how I am doing.
There are some who I frequently talk to now.

I don't know what happened.
I thought that we were friends.
I guess we are not.

They tend to not want to speak with me anymore.
I don't exist in their world no more.
Well, at list I see it that way.
No matter what I do...there is no interaction.

Should I just be quiet and leave them at there rest?
Letting them go and move on with my life?

I have no choice.
I can't pursue what isn't peaceable.

I am at a stand still while ending the pursue.
I can't keep hurting myself wondering if or when they will speak.
Whatever this was was for a season.

I don't want to bother them any more.
I don't need to waste my time in things that isn't there.
Those "Friends", I will see them on the other side of this life.

It is time for me to find other friends.
Friends who want to be friends.

Not just a name on a list or say that we are friends.
But For REAL friends...

Summer Time Ending

Happy Sunday!
The Lord's Day

It has been a GREAT Summer!
It's the ending of the season.
The time to get ready for another season.

The Fall Season starts at 10:44 AM on Monday.

In Season Of Changes

I have been sensing changes over this year.
The changes have been coming slowly.

I have been coming more in tune with things.
I believe that I have changed.

I have less things that I use to do.
I have another direction to go.

Things are not the same.
There are some who have changed.

I should not be trouble by this.
I pray for them.

I thank God for this new direction that I am on.
I don't know where I am headed.

The Lord will show me the way.
Amen.

3rd Friday In September

I am CHURCH.
It's my 15Th year at WOLC.
I came on the 3rd Friday in September.

I was a first time visitor.
I like Friday night church.
There is some thing different about it.
Sunday are traditional services.
Fridays are just non traditional.

I thank God for leading me to Friday night church.
I pray that I can continue to be apart of the Friday night Edition.

Thank You Jesus for allowing me to be saved.

Been Off To A New Beginning

I want the best of what the LORD has for me.
I have been thinking of changes in my life.
That time has come.

I am moving and going in another direction.
I don't know where this will lead me.
But I believe that the LORD is with me.

He will see me through the places where I should go.
He will teach me His ways.
He will guide me on the path of life He has for me.

May the LORD see me where He leads me.
May I not be afraid of these changes.
May I keep the faith in not knowing.
May I see the good that the LORD has for me.
AMEN.

Today's Anniversary

It has been an up and down day.
I kept the joy of the LORD.

This day will never be the same.
Things have changed.

I see a brand new beginning.
It's like I have a new church.

I see some people differently.
They are not the same.

At times I feel like a stranger to some.
I don't know what it is.

I will continue to walk in the joy of the LORD.
He is God.
He will never forsake me.

He is with me through thick and thin.
No matter how stupid, dumb or ignored I am,
God still loves me.

I am loved of God.
Surely Goodness and mercy shall follow me all of my days.

Keep looking upward for God for the answers.
Keep your faith in Christ.

Speaking in second person:
People will fail you.
Keep your trust in God.
People can deceive you.

You can deceive yourself.
Renew your mind with the word of God.
Hope in Him and not in yourself or people.

God is with you in all that you do for His glory.
Remember that.

Public Confession Anniversary Day

This is the day, I rededicated my life back to Jesus in 1993.
I did it at the church where I gather; WOLC.
I believe that I have grown in the last few years.

I have made some awareness of things that I did not know in the beginning.
I have been saved for about 10 1/2 years before going to church.

Since I been in church, I have been confused about some things.
I guess there have been different teachings and things over the years.
We get different revelation about things as we grow older in the LORD.

I thank God for the revelation that He allows me to receive.
May today be a start of some thing new and different.
May the LORD reveal more of Himself to me.
May I continue to follow Jesus with all that He has put into me.
Amen.

Eve Of Remembering

I have been thinking off and on about How I Was Drawn To God?
I don't know the actual day or time was.

I was sown the word of God through my family who believe in Jesus.
I may not know when I had the revelation of who Jesus is...
But the mean thing is, that I am a follower of Jesus Christ, The Son of the Living God.

Tomorrow marks another milestone.
I am celebrating 15 years of attending WOLC.
This is the church where I become a member of God's social community.

May the Lord continue to see me through my life in the body of church.
May I continue to grow and change for the glory of the Lord.

Moving On With Life

Life is coming in to a new direction.
I have a new attitude.

There are some people how have been avoiding me.
I don't know why.
I'm not worried about it.

I have to continue on with life.
If there are some who don't know me no more, let it be.

May the offense or whatever it be, Lord, bring peace to their souls.
I don't want to interfere in their lives any more.

Let my walk away without guilt of offense.
Forgive me of whatever has been done.

Help me to keep a steady mind set.
I thank You that You are my Father and Friend for live.

May I continue to have faithful friends that You have blessed me with.
Thank You in Jesus' name Amen.

2nd Sunday In September '08

This was the day that I started going to church back in 1993.
It was on September 12Th then.
As I gathered together as apart of the body of church,
I became aware of some things that I did not seen 15 years ago.

If I would have seem this back then,
I think I would not continued on in church.
I do know how I recognized this awareness today.
Over the past few years I have notice some things.
This year things are more obvious.

Now, that I see this, I pray that the grace of God will led me on.
I pray that God will direct me in what to do.
I pray for God's wisdom in doing the right things.

Church has been changing over the past many years.
It's not the same.
I have been changing as well.
I see some people in a new light in things.
Some are not the same.

There are some that appear don't know me any more.
It appears that they don't want any thing to do with me.
It appears that things that are done that are covered up things.
But I can't understand things.
Communications has stopped.
There is no feedback to very little interaction.

I got a revelation today.
The difference in friendships and relationships.
There is a big difference.

We can be friends with whosoever wants to be friends.
But in relationship that is not the case.
I have made a discovery that
I can't have relationship with some people.
Friends can turn on you at any time.
Relationships can end without warning.

I am beginning to acknowledge who are my friends.
I am checking who is who.
There have been not much interaction with some in my life.

I am thinking about who I can be in a relationship?
There is some connections in where a lot more is said by both parties.
In this case there is feedback
knowing what the other knows what the other is thinking.

What is a relationship?
I am not speaking of dating or having a mate.
I am speaking of friends who are just friends.
What do friends do to built up in to relationships?

This type of relationship has some things in common.
There is a likeness in the person.
There is no pretending about things.
These friends allow the other to have fun to be themselves.

Friends on the other hand, have a friendship
but doesn't go this far.
There is no true interaction with one another in time of needs.

There is the going through the motions
of saying hello to one another.
There is a thinking that there is a relationship
but there is a deception going on.
Friends interact and share that could led into relationships.

It's the Dawn Of A Brand New Day.
Who are my friends?
Who do I have as my friends?
I can I build friendship into a relationship from friends?

This week, I am thinking about who's who in my list of friends.
I have to move on from the ones who are friends but nothing there.
I have to make decision in what to do.

May the LORD grant me the grace and see me through.
May the ones who call me friends, be friends.
May the ones who need to end our friendship, leave.
May I walk away from those who I need to walk away from.
May I end the friendship that I thought were so.

May I see the good of what I learned today.
May I continue to walk with my head up high.
May I not be down when see others who were friends.
May God send faithful friends into my path of life.
May I be a faithful friend in Jesus' name,
Amen.

Special Week

This is the 2nd Sunday of September. This is the 15 th anniversary of my attending to church. It was on Sunday September 12, 1993.

I did not know back then that this would be the start of some thing very special. My life was changed that week. I am on a journey of a lifetime.

I want to keep looking forward into what is to come. I don't want to turn back into where I came from. I am so glad that Jesus came into my life.

May the Lord continue to bring more of Himself into what He wants me to be doing. I pray that I yearn to know Jesus each and every day of my life.

Thoughts Of The Week

It has been a long week.
There were a lot of unexpected things that happened.
I thank God for seeing us through things.

I am thankful that two of my brothers and their families made it through Hurricane Ike.
I am thankful that my nephew is a true champion that made it in the NFL.
I am thankful that my another nephew's cut was not too bad of a cut and is healing.
I am thankful that my brother did not hurt himself when he fell.


I am thankful that God has His eyes are upon us always.
I am thankful that I have peace of mind about some things.
I am thankful that I can continue to walk with me head up high.

I am so thankful that God does not brush me aside.
I am thankful that God love me.
I am thankful that I can have a relationship with God.

The Storm IKE

I pray that those in the TX and surrounding areas are protected.
May the winds cease.
May the people take cover.
God shelter them from the storm in Jesus' name Amen.

15th Anniversary

It's my 15th year anniversary in coming to church. I started at a Baptist Church. By the end of the week, I started attending a Christian Church in which I rededicated my life back to Jesus.

I have been following Jesus with a new attitude since that week in 1993. I later became a member of WOLC a month later.

Church has changed over the years. People have come and gone. There are a lot new faces. In times passed I have changed.

I don't see things as I use to. There are some things of the past seem not to bother me. I am not apart of some things that I use to be a part of.

I have grown out of things. Things that don't mean anything. I am in a new season of life.

I like being apart of the church of Jesus Christ. The community where the word of God is taught. The place where the Spirit of the Lord dwells.

Thank You Lord for saving me. Thank You for allowing me to be apart of Your church. Guide me into what You have called me into in Your name I pray, Amen.

Reflecting On Some Things

I have been thinking these past days about some things in my life.
There are some things that are not the same.

My favorite player was released from the Titans yesterday.
So I have no NFL team to root for.

I am not much in to football.
The only reason why I got into the game
was because a relation was playing.
I'm not upset that my player was cut.

I have a lot less stress now about watching football.
I don't know what up next for my favorite player.
I believe he will get to try out for other teams.

On another subject:
There is a new road that I am on.
I am getting over the changes that are needed to move on.
I guess God has been working on me to make this move for awhile.

I am not too upset in the move.
It's seems well over do for me to let go.
I have freely let go of this situation.
I have to adjust to the changes.

What I am doing is a choose.
It may feel wrong or out of place.
But I must move on .

I have completely given those things to God.
It's in the hands of the LORD.
I feel more freer from the matter than ever.

I've giving these issues to God so long,
now I believe that I have totally given them to Him.
I have peace on those matters.

Now, I have to think on other things.
I'm thankful that God has given me the grace and mercy to move on.
I've been holding on to died things.
Things that needed to be buried.

Things that I thought that I was good for me.
I had no fruit in return.
I got burnt out on those matters.
It was not healthy for me to keep on doing what I was doing.

I have to paid the consequences in the matter.
I believe that God will see me through such things.
I've been refreshed as I am released from things.
I have no obligation in pursuing things
that continues to bring distractions.

I am looking forward into what is ahead for me.
I shouldn't worry if I am doing the wrong things or not.
If I am lead or have the desire to do things...
May the Lord lead me on.

Meanwhile I am enjoying life more.
I have a lot less stress on some things that were wearing me down.
It feel much better now.

God is so Good!
Thank You, Jesus!
Thanks for setting me free.
Thank You for setting me free from me.

9 /11

Remember to pray for the nations.
God is with us.
May He heal our land.
Amen.

Blogging Still

I have been journaling more on my main blog site. I am getting my mind off facebook. The more that I have been journaling and praying, there better I am feeling.

Facebook can depress me. There is so much there. I can't keep up with the "Jones." I am lost. I don't know much on who to program things. I feel like not a part of that website.

I have more freedom when I am alone. Blogging by myself not receiving feedback. It like this website. There is very little feed bakc here. I am in my own little world.

It like that I don't exist. Only the people who click on this site will be able to read what I post. I am a lot less stressed out on this weblog than the other three.

Here I have joy. There is no contest here. I know that I can find others to comment on. But what is the use of depressing myself.

As I have turned in a new direction. I am doing things in a new way. I have blogged so much since not going to facebook. I feel like I am back on track.

May the Lord continue to guide my steps in the direction in where I am headed.

Importing A Blog

Yesterday, I figured out on how to import a blog. I have been trying to do that for so long. I tried to as others. But none come show me how to do it.

I was lead to calm in blog on Xanga this the weblog. Now that I had done that, I could connect with facebook with my main site Xanga.

I hope that I don't blog to much so I will be disabled my notes. May the Lord guide me in what to share and not share.

A Break From Facebook

I think the most healthiest thing to do is
to take a break from facebook for some days this week.
I am focusing my energies on other matters of life.
I can stress myself out over things that should not matter.

I ask myself questions.
Why do I do what I do?
Is it baring any fruits?
Are things working for me or against me?

What is the purpose of doing things?
Is it to share?
Or is it to get others attention to respond to what I share?

I am at the point of not looking forward to those sites,
looking at what others say to one another.
I acknowledge that seeing what others do is not healthy for me now.
I am getting stressed out and depressed over such matters.
This should not be the case.

I am moving on down the road a lot farther than I expected.
I need to be refreshed.
I need to be restored.
I need to get my joy back.

May the Lord guide me on the way in which I should go.

Some Thoughts About Blog Sites

This year, I jointed facebook on August 24th.
It is not what I expected.
I have many friends there.
But most I don't know.
Nor do the most know me.

Now I feel like I am not apart of the facebook crowd either.
I feel like just a name and face added to majority on that website.

Three of my blog sites appear private blogs with very few real friends.
Friends are ones who communicated back and forth.
I can't explain what I want to say.

It has been depressing at times to visit the others blogs.
Their friends communicating with one another on an going basis.
I try to make comments or give feedback to them.
There is little to no feedback.

There are very few who interaction with my sites.
Now I tend not to want to be apart of what is going on.
I am not apart of things.
I feel like an outsider.

It's deceive in nature in what I have been experiencing.
Thinking that I can be apart of things with others.
I feel that there should be some feed back when making comments after comments.
It's like what's said is just there and has not meaning.

Today marks a very new beginning.
I don't know where it will lead me.
It's like I am on my own.

Blogging has turn into a private thing now.
I am just journaling my thoughts.
I have no interest in asking people to be my friends on my blog sites.

What is a friend?
Is it just to be added to a person's web site?
Is to let others know who is who's friends?

I don't know.
Friends talk and communicate.
I am beginning to see that friendship can end without warning.

There is a lack of communication.
There is a lack of things that end what was once in a friendship.
There is a lack of interaction in ones life.

What's left to do?
If I have to, I will continue my journaling journey alone.
I don't see this blogging world as a popularity contest.

I am relocation things on my blogger's journey.
I am on a new road.
I am building on New HOPE.

This road is a journey that leads to a better HOPE.
I will continue on this journey with or without my friends.
Blogging indeed has changed.

People are not the same.
I am not the same.
My journey of blogging has a new beginning.

May the Lord guide me on to this new road of HOPE.

Facebook

If I am not here, I am at Xanga or facebook. I have too many blogsites.

Last Week of August '08

Sunday was great. It's off is a new weekday.
I went to a water baptism.
I joined facebook.

Last full week of August '08.

Enjoy! First day back to school for the most.

Lord's Day

I am learning what the Lord's Day is.
The body of Christ is the church.
We are the temple of God.

Have A Wonderful Week!

Good Day!

It has been a good day. Changes in the works.

He's Back!

Titans Vs Atlanta....Who will win?
Post score later...

Books And Reading

I am trying to read more. I have a lot of books that I got for a dollar at church. Some were 5, to 27 dollar books. I am blessed to read them.

May the Holy Spirit speak to my heart as I am reading. God is so Great.

Excited

It's the middle of the week. I am excited about the weekend. This is a special week of come back. I am more then a conquer. I am pressing onward in the name of the LORD.

New Season

What is ahead for me in this new season? I need to focus on other things. There comes a time to move away. Leave the past behind and moving on into what's next.

Future Postings

I have been doing a lot of future posting on my other site. I am so far ahead. I like to blog in advance.

Brand New Week

Moving on into a brand new week. I plan to make the very best of this week. May the LORD guide me into what I need to do.

God is so Good to me.

Football

Football Titans 17 vs The Raiders 16.
I added the score in afterward. Not before the game.

New Approaches

Wanting to change some things. But how to approach the things to come?

New Things

I am entering into some new things. I am trying to prepare for the changes that are coming. Things have been changing. I need to go on with them.

Changes On Other Blog Site

I sense to make changes on my main blog site. There is not much feed back. It appears that I am recording my life's journey on this site as well as this site.

I have a lot to blog. So I am thinking about not using special days daily. Perhaps cut down on some scriptures as well.

Favor Of God Come...

I am praying for favor. May it be LORD. May Your will be done.

Changes...

I am off to a new week. I am doing some things in a new way. May I see the good of what is to come. Things have change.

IT's The LORD's Day

May you worship in the house of the LORD.

Talking Football

The Titans 34 Vs The Rams 13 .... My player did not play.

A Special Day!

Triple new beginnings. It's 08/08/08!
There will be none like it.
Enjoy this special day.

The Search Continues

I keep thinking about how to do things in a new way. This week has meaning. I am thinking about the 1980's. Things that has an impact on my life.

Thinking About The Journey

I have been reading some of my note books that I found last week. It is a lot of writing that I did in the late 1970's and 1980's.

There is so much stuff that I recopied. I wrote down news paper articles. There were obituaries. Things that I don't know why I rewrote them.

I see know that they will come in handy. I have been recording my family history. I am finding out more things as I am going along in life.

Every little things helps in doing research. I have been discovering things the I don't know about. May I continue to go on this journey. Thank You, Jesus.

Voting Day

Hope that you remember to vote.
No matter who wins, remember Jesus is still in control.

Be Encouraged

Happy Day To You! Make the most of what is to come. Be encouraged in whatever you are facing, God is with you all the way. Keep a good attitude in what you are doing. God is in charge.

3rd Day

It's the 3rd day of the 8th month. A Good new beginning. Have A GREAT Day in the house of the LORD. It's a very special week. Enjoy it.

New Things

It is a beginning of new things. Things have changed and so have I. I am moving down a different path.

The light is much brighter then before. May I see the good of what is to come. Jesus guide me.

The 8th Month

Happy August! It's the dog days of Summer. The heat is just temporary. It will some past.

Yes, it's a brand new month. A fresh new beginning. The Eight month of the 8Th year in this century.

Reflections On July '08

It has been a good month. Things have changed. I am seeing new things coming in my life. It is good to look back on life and see the good.

In this month I have begun to move on in a new direction. I was traveling down a wrong road. Some how I was on a detour.

Now that I have decided to move on in a new way, I can think about other things. I need not to worry about what is to come.

God is with me. I have to hold me head up high. Forgiveness is the key to move on. What once was is in my thinking. I cannot forget. But I can forgive.

It has been nice. God is GREAT! Thank You, Jesus.

Keep Pressing

What makes things interesting to keep pressing toward what you want to do?

New Grounds

I plan to take off some this week for the normal things that I do. I want to ponder more this week. I believe that I have crossed over in to new grounds.

I am thankful that God has been with me. I am thankful that things have been changing. I am thankful that I have crossed new grounds.

Discovery

I made a discovery last week. I had a lot of trouble getting on my computer. I notice that I can work off line. I can read RSS.

Worship Day

May you have a Wonderful Day. God Bless.

Happy Day to You!

I am mostly over on my main blog. I am sharing some of my testimonies.

A Mile Stone

A brother turns 60. I am the only one in the house in the 40's. The many different ages in my family. 70's, 60's, 50, and 40's.

Mile Stone Weekend

This is a special week. Hope that is will be very special. The turning of some pages into a new level.

Hearts Desires

What are my hearts desires?

God show me Your hearts desires for my life in Jesus' name Amen.

I Say What's Next?

I blog so much that I forget who I blog about. I have been looking back at my blog archives. I need to keep track of what I am doing.

Future Blogging

I am so far ahead on my main blog in future blogging. I have ideas come to my thinking. I jot the
ideas down.

I start my blog with a thought. Then I come back to them as I go about blogging. I don't know how I am doing this.

I have been in a mode of writing since July the 8Th. I hope that I don't get a blogger block after I have been blogging for a while.

Gather As The Church

It's the first day of the week.

I hope that you are going to gather together as the church. May the message encourage you.

Have A Wonderful Week! God bless.

Mid West Weather

It has been cool in the mornings. In the 90's in the afternoon. This has been a unusual summer.

It's not as hot as the past. July is half over. We are in the dog days of Summer.

May we make it through these days without compiling when it is hot.

Summertime

It is Friday, I need a break from the routine things that I do from time to time. I don't know what I will do? I need to find some thing.

I got to go to gather with the people of God. We are the church. We are not coming to church. We are the church.

I need a break.

Remembrance

I started my book of remembrance back on this day in 1999. I am still recording some of the goodness that God is bringing into my life.

I have come through a lot of things. Some of those things I have recorded in a notebook. I can return to this book and see the good things God brought me out of.

May we learn to record what God has done for us. When we are in a trial or in testing, May we return to our book of remembrance and be reminded of what God did for us. May we be encouraged by what we read.

Passing Through

I have notice when some people leave, they go quietly. There is not a goodbye. They slip away.

May we have the grace to say goodbye when we can.

What's Next?

I have to think on that one. Things are changing. Needing to have the peace in doing.

The Work Week

It's another work week day. May this week be great. I am thankful for the cool weather that we have been having.

Anniversary Day

It was back in 1995 I had a hair issue. It was in 1994 I had trouble about if I was saved or not. I have come a long ways since these issues.

I still have my hair. I am more saved than I was in 1994. God is so good to me.

A Good Day

It was a good day. I got a lot of blogging done on my other site. I am in a writing mode.

Ourpouring

I have been watching the FL outpouring. I have been learning some things that I did not know. I believe that God is on the move in our times.

We are in the revival. There are different. I believe that the move of the Holy Spirit is preparing us for some things to come.

May we know when to make the move. May God continue to pour out His Spirit on us. May we not be afraid of what is going on.

New Lap Top

I got my lap top on Saturday. I am getting use to it. It's different from my big computer. I will get use to it.

The Saga Continues

I have been searching online for my family history. I have been discovering some things that I did not know about. It is interesting to find out more.

I continue to go on the leads that I have been coming across. I just check out things. I use different spelling of surnames.

It is an adventure. I can explore the past. I can see things that my parents have shared with me about their ancestors.

I am finding more on my ancestors. It is fun to know about my roots. I have a sense of belong to a linage of people.

Conception Day

I call today conception day. It's 9 months til my birthday.

Time Changes

As I am going about life I see that things and time has changed. I am not much doing some of the old things that I once was doing. Time is changing and so am I.

I see that some of the people who were once in my conversation has drifted away. They are there but don't talk.

I am doing other things. I fellowship with those who have some interest in what I do. I try to be friendly with people.

It's hard to continue a relation with out feedback. It's a losing battling. There has to be some feedback.

Time in season in life makes things go in a new direction. There is more to what is in life than I can imagine. I have to move with the time.

Church Life

May you be enrich in your church life. May Sundays' message be a word in now season for you. May God bless you.

Behind On Blogging

I did not know that I have not blogged here in a couple of days. Time has gone so quickly. I have been on my other site.

It's hard to keep up with three blogs. I am not on my space that much. There is not much to do on that site.

This site is in the middle so to speak. There are very very very few comments here. I come here to share a little more then on the other site.

I have more time on my main site. I have a few comments over there. But I am recording some things on that site.

Happy 4th!

Have A Blast! Don't Blow your self up. I posted this on the 5th of July.

Oh! I Forgot

I came back to post a blog. It's the 5th of July. We were in a storm on this day. I forgot to blog.

New Things

I am off to do new things. I am on a new road. Things have changed. I have to get use to what is ahead.

I choose to respond differently then I use to in the past. Things of interest should excite me. I am getting use to not respond to the things that have no interest to me.

I choose not to go there any more. It has been a wait of my time and energy. I have a calmer spirit now.

I am not guilty of not being apart of some things that I use to be. I am getting use to the new things. The old ways have passed away. New things have to have new wine skin.

May the good that I see come. May I not be tempted to return to the old way of thinking. May God guide me on this new road that I am on.

Happy JULY!

It's a new month. It's a new me. I crossed over into some things new. I have the mind set to keep on keeping on.

Ending of The First Half 2008

It's the last day of June. The end of the first half of this year. It has been a very long half for me. I have changed in some areas of my life.

I am not the same as I begin this year. Things has changed. I have a new mind set about some things. There are some things that are not the same.

I see that I must go on in life. I am doing the best that I can with what I have. I have to move on with the things that have occurred.

I plan to leave things in my life that have no value in what I have ahead for me. There is no use in hanging on to things. I must leave them and go on.

May the LORD guide me into this new level that I have reached. May I not feel guilty about not doing what I use to .

May I see the good of what was. May I go on with what I have learned. May the glory of God be made known.

Blessings To You

On this LORD's Day. I hope that you have a BLESSED Day in the house of the LORD. May your day be full of Joy. May your week be Wonderful.

It's the dawning of another month.

Enter Into The Glory

I have been watching the FL outpouring on God TV. I am learning some things for the gatherings. Those who are believing for their miracles. May we watch or gather as much as we can.


May God hear the cry of the people. May many be saved and set free. May we give God the glory for what He is doing on the earth.

Friday Night Praise and Worship

We have a guest preacher tonight. He has been with us before. The last time he was with us it was like an Holy Ghost hog down. I love to praise and worship God.

May we enter into the presence of God. May will welcome Him. May we truly worship in spirit and in true.

Blogging Continues To Change More

I am blogging more in advance on my main web site. I have ideas that come to me. I write them down. I pick a day to post them.

I have other ideas that I plan to post on that site. Things that I have experienced. Things that come to me to share with those who read what I post.

I thank God that I can share some of my life with those online. I pray that I am blessing those who read.

Results Of Other Test

I heard and seen the results of the other test about my skin discoloration. It is not skin lupus.

May the LORD guide what is needed to be done. May the LORD grant me wisdom in what I need to do. May my skin come back to normal in Jesus' name.

The Results

It's a cyst. I pray and believe that it will disappear.
I thank God that He is with me.

Test

I had some test done today.

The Lord's Day

May the Lord bless you more and more. Enjoy your today.

Changes Must Come

In order to change we must go with the changes.
May we make the adjustment as life comes.

Church

I love to go to church. Friday have been different. Now Sundays have change. I will get use to the changes that are at hand.

Jesus is on the MOVE in me.

Summer Time Begins

Happy Summer!
May this season be a great time of JOY.
God Bless.

Juneteenth Day

This is the day that the slavery was final abolished in America.
The Freedom of people who were held in bondage as property. I am thankful that God has set the captive free.

May we be a nation to see other as human being.

Happy Day

Hope that today is the best! God bless.

I heard the results of the blood test. I am speaking healing in Jesus' name.

Blogging Continues To Change

Yeah, this blogging world is continuing to change. I am will ahead of my blogs on my main site. Just waiting for the days for them to be posted. Meanwhile I am continuing to blog right along.

There are a lot more changes as will in this blogging world. There are still a lot less visitors on my main site. A very few do make comments.

I am tending more in not paying attention to comments as much. Only a dear friend comments the most. There are some who come along and say some things.

I will keep my focus on what I am doing. Blogging is for my pass time. I will continue to have the joy of what I am doing.

May I continue to blog.

Another Week---

Happy Monday!

My Prayer Journal: I started on back on this date back in 2003. I am starting to use this type of journal again. I see that I can pray more effectively as I do this.

I can have names and photos in my site as I am praying. I can be lead by the Spirit to pray. This helps.

I learn this form from others who shared how they pray. This prayer journal has names, photos, scriptures and so forth complied in a small 9" by 5" note book. It is a great tool to use.

May I learn to use this form from time to time. I hope that I don't grow weary in using this. I got to pray.

Father's Appreciation Day

Happy Father's Day....
Father GOD!!

Sing A Song

Unto the King of kings and Lord of lords. God is still on the throne when the beat goes on...

Always have a song in your heart, in any season of life. Singing melody in your heart is good for you. It brings your soul joy. Well, it does to my soul.

I see that singing can bring good to me. It brings out things in me. It lightens my spirit when I sing.

Make a joyful shout. Sing up to the LORD a new song. For our LORD, Jesus is worthy of all praise.

Praise the name of the LORD.

Father's Day Weekend

It's Good Friday the 13Th. It's the only Friday the 13Th this year.
Have An Awesome Day!

Yeah, I love Father's Day. Friday start of the Weekend.
May we not forgot about our earthly father or our Heavenly Father.
Have A GREAT Weekend!

Enjoy the last week of Spring.
Summer Begins Next Friday!

Thoughts: Changing Times

How time has timed...
Things of our modern world changes so quickly. What about the gas prices? That will make food and other things go up.

May God grant us the wisdom to live out this days of the oil situation. May we spend our money wisely. May we not be afraid of the changes to come.

Connect or Disconnect.

I have been aware of some changing in my life. I have been thinking about some people who I use to fellowship with. I wonder where are they.

There are some I have lost connections. Some have moved on. I don't know where they are.

Then there seems to be a lost of interest in other's lives. I mean, it's like our lives isn't worth sharing with one another. There is friction in the relationship.

I have tried to communicate with some who I have not spoken to in a while. But there is little to no respond from the other parties. It takes 2 to have fellowship. A one sided conversation is not healthy, at times.

So what is there left for me to do? I cannot make a person want to talk to me. I choose to move on. I choose to go about my life.

I cannot keep pouring into someone who appears not interested in what I have to share. This show that there is lack of concern. There is very little encouragement in continuing on with this kind of relationship.

I have learn to communicate with those who are willing to speak to me. I have been avoiding people who I sense who will not for some reason, carry on a conversation with me. I don't want to trouble them no more.

I see this as a gain. It's not my lost. I can move on in freedom. I can move on with those who bring encourage and I can bless them.

May God grant me divine appointment with friends and new friends. May God take care of those who I have lost connect with. May God continue to bless those who will no have anything to do with me.